I will no longer be a prisoner of heartache
that is caused by you.
I can see that you're giving up on me already
and that's okay.
You were a catalog of mistakes.
I just hope that one day
your heart learns to feel love in it's purest form.
Dec 18, 2019
Dec 18, 2019 at 6:30 PM UTC
I'm always someone's second choice.
someone's last resort.
I will never be their first thought,
or even their third.
I'm just in the background,
waiting to be called
to the spotlight,
but never getting
the chance
to shine.
Jan 25, 2018
Jan 25, 2018 at 10:16 PM UTC
One sided expectations can destroy you mentally
they can can destroy you like fire destroys a house
you expect so much from a person
only to be disappointed again
but you only see the good in them
so you expect more
only to be let down
and broken.
Jan 1, 2018
Jan 1, 2018 at 9:17 PM UTC
you hold my
paper heart
in your hand
please
don't
crumble
it.
Sep 23, 2017
Sep 23, 2017 at 2:17 PM UTC
I wish I could stop time
and look at every small detail
like the green speckles in your eyes
or the way you fiddle your thumbs when you're anxious
or how you tap your foot when you're impatient.
I wish I could stop time
and look at all the reasons why
I love you.
Jun 9, 2017
Jun 9, 2017 at 11:48 PM UTC
I cannot bear the thought of you leaving.
saying goodbye,
and never looking back.
I can't bear the thought of you moving on
while I'm still here
stuck on the thought of you.
I can't let you leave,
because I can't lose you.
May 19, 2017
May 19, 2017 at 11:48 PM UTC
I am selfish
for wanting you, when you want her
For hoping that she does not want you
And you will come crawling back to me
For hoping that one day,
You will see that I want you
More than anyone else
In this broken world
But i know
She wants you just as much as i do
And that you will go to her
Because she is better than me
In every way
And i cannot help but be jealous
That she gets you,
And i don’t.
May 16, 2017
May 16, 2017 at 8:19 PM UTC
Like a flash of light,
You were gone.
You left as quick as lighting.
No reason, no goodbye.
You were just gone.
And i swear,
My heart went with you.
May 14, 2017
May 14, 2017 at 8:32 PM UTC
One sided expectations can destroy you mentally
they can destroy you like a fire destroys a house
you expect so much from a person
only to be disappointed once again
but you only see the good in them,
so you expect more
only to be let down
and broken.
May 14, 2017
May 14, 2017 at 9:23 AM UTC