Honestly,
I think about you every single day.
From the moment we first met,
To this moment today.
You simply amaze,
My heart is ablaze;
I fell for you in all sorts of ways.
Now here I am, missing you today,
As I sit here in silence, my heart feels astray.
And as the day comes to an end,
The thought of you drifts into my mind.
I lay back to relax,
After all, dreaming of you helps me unwind.
As I close my eyes,
The thought of us drifts through my head.
We're going places,
Full speed ahead.
You take my hand,
We're running through a prairie.
And before I know it,
We're surrounded by fairies.
To our left, there's a pirate,
Who's missing a hand?
"Look, flying above us!
It's Peter Pan!"
So Neverland is where you've decided to take me.
Where we never grow old, stay young, and fly freely.
Well, now it's my turn,
Take my hand and count down from three.
I'll give you a hint,
We'll be deep beneath the sea.
As you open your eyes you gasp!
We're right beside a whale.
I point down,
"Look, you've got a tail!
Come, follow me,
Through the deep blue sea.
I'll introduce you to my friends,
And of course, Chef Louis."
We swim down through a city,
To a palace, we are let in,
Where we meet Ariel, Flounder,
Sebastian, and of course,
King Triton.
A throwback to our childhood,
At least for me,
"I know you love water,
So let loose
Swim free"
After a while,
You give me a kiss,
"What was that for?" I ask
"It's for all of this"
You smile and say
"Even though this is great,
It's my turn now,
And I cannot wait."
You take my hand,
As we swim towards the sky.
"This time will be different,
It'll be just you and I."
"Where are we going?"
I begin to ask.
"You'll see soon enough,
Now put on this mask..."
"I feel so distant,
It's silent, are we far?"
You slide off my mask,
"Look at all those beautiful stars."
I stand there in awe,
Then look back to your face.
"Dear, wh-where are we?"
"You dingus, we're in space."
All around there are stars passing by.
To our right,
To our left,
Low and high.
"Dear, this is wonderful,
I love space!"
"I know," you say.
"It's an amazing place."
I hold your hands,
This dream has been so fine.
I lean towards you,
And feel your lips press up against mine.
As I open my eyes,
I'm back in my bed.
And missing you,
Well,
That's back in my head.
Jun 27, 2019
Jun 27, 2019 at 4:17 PM UTC
If it wasn't meant to happen
then let it pass
but enjoy the good times while it lasts
Don't be sad as it starts to end
find the good in goodbye
and be happy that it ever began
If it's meant to happen
it surely will
As we have no options in life
no free will
All I know
is you'll be happy in the end
So if it's not now
then it's not nearly the end.
Jan 21, 2017
Jan 21, 2017 at 9:08 AM UTC
Sitting by the end of the fire thinking...
*now what do these people truly desire?*
Jan 16, 2017
Jan 16, 2017 at 6:57 AM UTC
Falling through space and time
I see her smile...
The one thing that makes me happy
As I fall through each mile...
Jan 12, 2017
Jan 12, 2017 at 2:44 PM UTC
I could be trapped in any place,
She'd still be my soul escape.
Her eyes glow,
To shine the beauty of her soul.
And if you witness the smile,
You too, can escape for a while.
Jan 12, 2017
Jan 12, 2017 at 2:43 PM UTC
I'm glad you're happy,
Even if not with me. .
I wish things could be different,
But maybe this is how it was supposed to be. . .
Jan 12, 2017
Jan 12, 2017 at 2:00 PM UTC
Honestly i cried,
those feelings cut me deep inside.
I tried my best to keep you alive,
but in the end,
don't we all die?
I've thought about it a lot,
the thought of my fall,
but whenever you're near,
i can't help but want to continue it all.
You bring me such happiness and so much more.
I just wish i could do the same,
for the one i want everything for.
Jan 8, 2017
Jan 8, 2017 at 6:36 PM UTC
I just don't understand, why this hurts so much.
We're still friends, so why can't I be happy and such.
I just miss her love,
Her care,
Her touch.
Things will get better, I'm sure they will.
But for now I have to deal with this pain that I feel.
I laid awake and watched her sleep.
As she dreamt her dreams, I couldn't help but think.
I want this to last, I want this to stay.
In the future will be better, I really hope it may.
I hope one day, we can continue where we once were.
Maybe then..
I'll be able to marry her.
I nonstop think, 'can I rub her back?.. or is that not allowed because of what we once had.'
I love her to death, I've never bonded so quickly.
Her love gives me motivation, and that will never leave me.
I trust her more than anyone, I've told her things I've never told.
But for now I must say goodbye, for my heart feels forever cold.
It's not her fault, for these feelings I hold.
For I fell too hard, I am the only one to blame, these love stories I've told.
But I can't get over, how broken I feel.
I wish by each passing star, that our love will someday heal.
Jan 8, 2017
Jan 8, 2017 at 6:29 PM UTC
She said,
I like you a lot
He said,
No no, this aught to be a thought
I'm always thinking about you and me
But in the back of my mind I know it's all a dream
Oct 28, 2016
Oct 28, 2016 at 2:30 AM UTC