The instructor said
Go home and write
A page tonight
And let that page come out of you
Then, it will be true
I am an antisocial person
I wonder if I’ll ever like being around people
But I just get too nervous
And want to avoid any anxiety
I wonder if other people feel like that about me
I wonder if they think I don't like them
Do they know what it's like?
I don’t think so, or they would leave me alone
I could talk to them, but I’d rather listen to music or read
I just don’t want to deal with the stress of a crowd
So, I don’t interact
And I’m content to do this
Because most of the time, I’d prefer it
I think, “Will there be someone who can change this?”
Then I think no, because I am who I am
I have a small group of friends who fit me
They love me for me
Besides, I prefer that to the fake friends associated with a big friend group.
I don’t need that
And it’s keeping stress away
At least i hope it is
Eventually I might be more social
So thats a problem for future me
Hopefully social is something I can be
Oct 7, 2024
Oct 7, 2024 at 6:11 PM UTC