You asked me today how I'm doing.
I lied of course,
as is expected.
But only a little lie,
because "ok" is not the good you are looking for.
If only I could tell you the truth.
Oct 21, 2015
Oct 21, 2015 at 6:28 PM UTC
Why do I feel like this?
Smashing my head against a wall
again
again
again.
It just doesn't make sense
to be so frustrated
with something I can't describe.
Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 5:41 PM UTC
God I can't do it.
I can not save myself.
But I can't give up on my own.
Helpless in existence,
Too weak
Always longing.
I can't even give up
because, selfishly,
I want there to be more.
I'm ridiculous.
Please save me.
Oct 19, 2015
Oct 19, 2015 at 6:10 PM UTC