You see it’s a cold world
But I won’t fold, WORD
felt cold dirt whole in my heart, hurt soul burst
And I ain’t tryna make this a cold verse
It’s the situation that brings me back to some old worlds
Ever felt good then get worse it’s that old curse.
Mar 2, 2025
Mar 2, 2025 at 12:25 PM UTC
So if you’re hearing me crying
Please Don’t come trying
Cause no matter what you do
I’m already through
By the time you find me
I’ll be lying on the bed sheets
I Finally have peace in my head
Hell I was already ******* dead
The voices get louder
Looking at this caliper
And all I can think about
Is… pulling the trigger
With my middle finger
Watching the blood shed
Sheets stained red
This knife is my friend
We’re no longer playing pretend
Just now it seems easier
I’m done trying to please her
You said I was gonna make it
But now I just gotta face it
Im done daydreaming
I’m done ******* healing
I’ve given it my best shot
But this is my last drop
Cause what you couldn’t save
I already gave
You say it’s all in my head
And now I’m ******* dead
Dec 14, 2022
Dec 14, 2022 at 4:04 AM UTC
Another day and I'm feeling all depressed..
A couple things I had to get up off ny chest..
The girl I love how she turn into my ex
Ever since I read the text ,
Swear I'm feeling like me less
I don't even feel the same now
Drinking liquor just to bottle all this pain down
Another person said they cared but never came around
Girl you always on my mind,
Swear this love just ain't a game now..
You know that I tried for you,
Know I ain't perfect but I'll always ride for you
Going to a war girl, you know it's do Or die for you..
I put aside my pride for you.
I know I made mistakes, but in the end I never lied to you..
I told you I was honest with you..
Playing games man ,that's something I didn't gotta with you..
My feelings were so real,
Girl it's almost been an year.
But i still think of you
Swear there's so much on my mind lately..
So much I've been feeling, I can't cry lately..
So much I've been feeling like I'll die lately..
Never thought I'll ever see this part of you ..
You're the opposite of everything I ever thought of you..
I heard so many lies that I never ever thought was true..
I'm looking like a dummy girl
You know I always fought for you..
But they don't understand it..
Cause now you left my heart here and now I'm stranded..
Lost in the desert, somewhere probably where the sand is..
And then you went and vanished..
I even met your friends
Even showed you to my parents..
But I guess that was for nothing..
Still I feel we had like something.
You played your cards right girl,
I've seen you bluffing..
I've been acting like it don't faze me,
Late at night I'll be crying like a **** baby..
Staring at my **** phone, telling the Lord to save me..
But i just can't believe girl you played me..
Swear you played me..
Nov 18, 2022
Nov 18, 2022 at 5:12 AM UTC
yeah i'm feeling the damage that i can repair
going through changes but nobody cares
and i walk alone cuz you're not here
but
i want to feel your love once again
you gotta explain i will understand
but don't walk away my heart cannot
take this damage again.
Nov 13, 2022
Nov 13, 2022 at 11:50 AM UTC
One day she asked him "HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE ME"?
he took her to a shore of an ocean
and dropped a "tear" in the ocean and said
THE DAY ANYONE FINDS THIS TEAR, I'LL STOP LOVING YOU
May 18, 2022
May 18, 2022 at 9:23 PM UTC
what do you want to now?,
she said..
How could i say i wanted to
kiss the very source of the question?
How could i explain myself when
the seeds of doubt had penetrated in
the soil of her mind
How could have i showed the apology in
eyes without being carried away by her
cherubic innocence...
Jan 8, 2022
Jan 8, 2022 at 2:02 PM UTC
Broken into pieces
fallen into ash..
at the same time
tears running down my heart...
touched the door of success
but couldn"t open it....
at the same time
something seeming to end
before it started...
I can pretend to be a phoenix
rising from the ashes...
at the same time
use my tears to heal myself..
BUT THIS **** SOUL NEVER
LET'S ME LIE TO MYSELF
Dec 27, 2021
Dec 27, 2021 at 10:32 AM UTC
When i stand in
front of a mirror,
i see my reflection
"bruised" and "battered",
the injuries not being
seen by mortal eye
so here's a conversation
with me
THE REAL ME: 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖕𝖑𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖘
I curse it for being so naive,
i reprimand it for not
saying the right things
to me that time,
for not showing me this
picture of myself during that
period , when the devil possessed me..
THE MIRROR ME:𝖆𝖗𝖌𝖚𝖊𝖘
I indeed told you that,
you were not doing the right thing
THE REAL ME: 𝖗𝖊𝖒𝖊𝖒𝖇𝖊𝖗𝖘
i suppressed those weak,
feeble voices that arose within me,
bringing down my elation..
but then , i had wanted that
high epitomising feeling more than
this bleak pin poking statement..
THE REAL ME: 𝖘𝖈𝖔𝖑𝖉𝖘
why were you not too powerful
to overpower my descision??
THE MIRROR ME:𝖉𝖊𝖋𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖘
When you yourself were too
weak to hold you own love,
how do you expect me to
be powerful??
after all i reside within you..
THE REAL ME HAS NOTHING TO SAY
, BUT STARE AT ITS OWN REFLECTION...
Oct 27, 2021
Oct 27, 2021 at 11:47 AM UTC
if love was measured by a grain of sand,
we'd comprise a beach...
when it's time to embrace,
your's are the arms that i reach..
Oct 7, 2021
Oct 7, 2021 at 10:05 AM UTC
Your aciding words ignited
the fire inside me..
JEALOUSLY
you tried to wash
down my flames..
EVEN THOUGH YOU SUCCEDED
still i'm the smoke rising up
and you are the ash ,still beneath me..
Jun 20, 2021
Jun 20, 2021 at 11:28 PM UTC