before you even
open your mouth, have you ever
considered the weight
of one's
word?
if one would
like to speak of a
flower,
one should wash their
mouth with tea,
and make sure
their speaking is
as clean it can
be
Jan 18, 2021
Jan 18, 2021 at 4:00 PM UTC
In the museum and
looked at humans bathing
in fresh streams and open
fields
***** bottles on display and
butterflies on display
the evening turned to gold
I was mesmerized by
my own footsteps
their constant motion
the leaves,
plants and bugs left
an orchestra of singing sounds
my feet enveloped by
the mud, pulling me in
to stay
swimming in these deep waters
I say
“This
is the most peaceful experience
I’ve ever had”
In the wetness and
quietness,
a heron flies by, a symbol of
wisdom
“Really?”
swimming backwards where the fish
jump out and spring with delight
“I wouldn’t say it if I
didn’t mean it”.
the smile I will never forget
speaking about having
a house on the water
and bathing in streams,
just like the museums
Eye contact
Takes hold
A coming of age
Bittersweetness overtakes
me.
We spoke of how
the pine trees there
were
so far away from
home
Yet, we both
felt the
same way.
Getting lost in the darkness
after a cool swim in the
river,
You put a flashlight on
The overwhelming sunset had
passed,
and overcoming our confusion,
We watched the bats
with their tricks in the air,
daintily gliding and
searching for
small insects.
I remember my faint
Breaths, climactic
Walking and breathing through the
twigs and leaves
“it would be exciting to glide like
that”.
I watch the dance
of four bats,
celebrating our bodies as
intricate lures for
small bugs
small vampires
nip my skin,
unknowing of the
romantic, short
symbiotic relationship
the walk back to my
vehicle is isolated and
cold,
wishing I was
swimming in those cool waters
once again
Jul 26, 2019
Jul 26, 2019 at 4:00 AM UTC
yes I am aware
that voice
inside the skull
speaks to me
late
at night
please do tell
I want to know
who this is
impulsive feels like
ecstasy, too good to
be true
cycling everyday through
the same simulation and
some
how
somehow there
are
buffers
the
paranoia envelopes
me
like a
warm
blanket
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 8:49 PM UTC
when floors are cold,
the bed,
goosebumps
enter the oasis,
water splashing on my
face like warm holy water
in the shower and inhaling
steam, I think
I understand moths
when they
drown in the flame
Jan 29, 2019
Jan 29, 2019 at 10:26 PM UTC
I breathe the blood
You lick the copper
Little angels dance in
Their secretive ways
Who’s behind the
Curtain?
Do you
Enjoy it?
Who’s behind
The mask?
Jan 29, 2019
Jan 29, 2019 at 12:13 PM UTC
Breakfast at 9, sharp
and it's vital time.
That large fat man
with the boyish face
tells me to come
on,
and I do
Pitter patter like
the hammers of
rain on the tin roof,
but my feet are in
rhythm. Jog will you,
jog.
Cold and blue, my skin
shows the roots and
highway of veins. I am sat
down, and grabbed like
a quick decision
purchase.
They twine it around my arm and
tell me to make a fist. I'm numb,
I say, I feel a fever.
The fat oily man
nods and
smiles.
Who's this lady,
tapping on my forearm?
Blue-blood, let me
go.
They're tapping into
the oil wells,
I think.
5 vials now, my pupils
are blurred. I am
spurting red into the
tube, this is not
the Gross
Clinic.
After it is
ceased,
a quick snap and
tape on the gauze.
I'm shoo'd out,
go eat.
Apr 3, 2016
Apr 3, 2016 at 11:22 AM UTC
She said we were
running for errands,
and that it'd be good
for me to get out of
bed.
I arrive at the building,
so bold and formidable
tint windows,
venom.
It's for your own good,
she said. It's for the
best. I'm taken to
a blast of white
rays
The women peeled off
my clothes, and
told me to spread,
hold up my hands and
jump.
Humiliation and nakedness
is this how it has become?
Feverish, and shiver
I am swung a gown
on, but not the lace
one like
home.
Apr 3, 2016
Apr 3, 2016 at 11:15 AM UTC
Soft and smooth, I am not
married yet but
the bed knows me
well.
Jazz hands, sucker
punch, daintily like
ballet -- I am in
full bloom.
Crescendo with my
fingertips, petunia,
rose. The bed knows
me well.
Warm, disgust,
the ****** of the orchestra.
Plush, a slight stir
and a deep breath.
I marry in the bowels
of the night, ink,
glint stars. Lovingly and
pressing, I do
my own.
Apr 3, 2016
Apr 3, 2016 at 3:43 AM UTC
The feeling of love trudges
through the thick flesh of
my muscles like some
Siberian prisoner
through the
snow.
The sun hits my bed in
a blanket of heat
jagged from the blinds,
I have steady breaths,
I am an old
dog.
He will kiss me, and
our mouths will mesh
like the gears of detroit's
factories in their
prime.
Apr 3, 2016
Apr 3, 2016 at 3:37 AM UTC
In June you'll be a year older,
another flight of wisdom and
deciphering. I'll be in my gown,
powder room and all, putting
lilacs into my pores. The fig
tree outside will be in it's
ripest bloom, and the
juice will run down my lip
just how you like
it.
****** bride, the angels
cry, thunderstorms outside
are their tantrums.
Find me in the reading chair
fixated on you, the
sun seeping onto the floor
like spilled honey.
Yes honey, I do,
I do. I am in love, O
cuckoo.
I waded through the cesspool
and found the void,
illumination,
reaping light from this
boy.
My voice is hot and
sweaty, horse race runner,
jockey stride.
Kiss me on that
California beach ---
high tide.
Apr 2, 2016
Apr 2, 2016 at 1:33 AM UTC
