oh well, whatever
i always said you would
get everything you wanted
just never calculated that i'd never
be a part of your desires
i never really mattered to you
just a stepping stone
i guess, it's just crushing my chest
when you say to him that he's the best
like that's everything i wanted to hear from you
oh well, whatever
what a joke
cuts deep, why i can't sleep
karma, why i bleed for you
and you would never know
Jul 22, 2025
Jul 22, 2025 at 5:40 AM UTC
you make me sick
when you touch me
can't wash the filth off
hours in the shower
scrubbing
flakes
your lines unstitch me
why can't you just forget me
I spend so much time
numbing myself, prepping myself
just to get out of bed
dead skin cakes the sheets
I'm sick
I'm filthy
I didn't need a knife to reveal what's inside
leave me, it's not safe here anymore
Jul 17, 2025
Jul 17, 2025 at 7:09 AM UTC
i was terrified of you once
you who gives nothing but pearls and shells
when i needed food and drink
desert sands had made me ascetic
my heart yet still throbs
i am here, my breath reborn, again
but i was terrified of you once
Jul 12, 2025
Jul 12, 2025 at 7:26 AM UTC
miles of spines
my fingers travel upon your back
and i can't say
i ever looked behind me
at your neck
Feb 22, 2016
Feb 22, 2016 at 3:18 AM UTC
pillars marred by time's decay
an undulating stream of minuscule
daggers, the four suns stab
stone and skin alike
ribbing shores of merciless
compassion and the future
is impetuous
Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 5:22 PM UTC
escape the deluge of grays
supposed hallowed streets
pavement, machines
splashing of rain being choked
out by tires squealing
no meaning here
just a spare soul outside
find it by rejecting
everything lit by a screen
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 12:00 PM UTC
my eyes travel the same roads
up your well-toned body
and each time the pathes change
you grip me firmly, your hot
breath fanning the nape of my neck
you are tip to tip with me
lips to lips with me
ensouling the night with our endless
passion
May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 6:26 AM UTC
muted waters
curtains of ice clouds
silvered rivers
hymns of shivering
hushed waves over stone
a shadow brushes
the cold edges here
under violet skies
gnarled boughs
twist my soul into roots
Apr 11, 2015
Apr 11, 2015 at 10:31 PM UTC
i like self-destructive girls
ticking time bombs
bong-faced, little things
to work for with max rewards
medicine love lubricate
to letting all this gore down
my throat
Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 1:44 AM UTC
i was just a boy
when your hands
chopped me up
and left rivers
of Ancient blood
create a
confluence down my neck
my groin was the freshet
my father told you
and i were meant
to be together since
you always had surgical hands
with the precision
of a knife thrower
each knife cut away my mold
and i shed into a new
identity
Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 11:20 PM UTC