I have come back
Wiser
Real
Full
Whole
I am no longer the me that existed before.
I am no longer the me that was hollow.
I am new.
It is so clear,
I am new
Feb 27, 2017
Feb 27, 2017 at 5:27 PM UTC
Sad day today for all people everywhere
take time for yourselves please
self care is warfare
Nov 9, 2016
Nov 9, 2016 at 3:57 PM UTC
When you look at me
you don't see me
you never have.
You have always used me
as a blank slate
on which to paint
whichever picture
makes you feel better.
I have been
a friend
a love
a source of unconditional support
a fool who couldn't stop thinking about you
a jealous girl
a person uglier than you
someone who will always be there to smile
someone to deny
someone to better
someone to trivialize when you feel trivial.
But never
have I ever been
just me.
And now it's too late
for you to see the real me,
for I am now covered in your paint.
Apr 25, 2016
Apr 25, 2016 at 1:44 PM UTC
Her *why are you sad, you didn't like him anymore?"
Me Its complicated okay?
Her *how? Tell me *
I don't know how to explain it.
Because I thought that he broke up with me just because it wasn't working, not because something better was on the horizon.
Because they're both my friends and I feel like they didn't really care about me at all, only enough to keep it a secret. Lie behind my back.
Because, I feel like this whole time he just wanted to get in my pants and I moved too slow.
May 26, 2015
May 26, 2015 at 8:51 PM UTC
The whiteness of my legs
Against the hard grey of the rock beneath them.
The skinniness of my white legs
Next to the tree trunk beside them.
The loud pounding in my chest
Next to the quietness of Earth.
Peace is here
It lives in the ground.
I can feel it seeping into my bones.
I smile as it fills me,
And continue my way up the mountain.
May 24, 2015
May 24, 2015 at 10:15 AM UTC
The sun beats down on my body
But I don't care
Because here there is love
There is peace
There is hope
We play cards for hours but never get bored
We climb trees because it makes us feel alive
We skip rocks because we like to think we're good at it
We play music because it makes us feel whole.
And I realize that I'm in love.
Not with you, not with today,
But with the sun, and the sky, and the earth.
I'm in love with being alive.
My hearts feels full
I have no blood in my veins. Just peace.
The way I always wanted it to be.
May 2, 2015
May 2, 2015 at 9:16 PM UTC
How fragile in innocence?
A voice held in a small body
Reaching out
Crying and sighing
All it says is
"I don't know if mommy and daddy are going to be married anymore. I'm scared"
Pulled close, whispering words calm him down
But I cannot save his innocence.
Apr 11, 2015
Apr 11, 2015 at 9:54 PM UTC
There are many paths to take in life
But I beg of you all
Choose love.
Apr 7, 2015
Apr 7, 2015 at 7:39 PM UTC