The time was orange and blue
And gravels captured black in motion
Parting ways not late nor too soon
And missing you became an emotion
Mar 28, 2018
Mar 28, 2018 at 3:53 AM UTC
I am a phase
A page
In your stories for two
In a race
A cage
In my story with you
Let me be held close
With the door wide open
So when you let go
I'll be easily forgotten
Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 12:42 PM UTC
What is comfort?
Is it the feeling?
Or the feeling of the feeling?
Is it the warmth of two bodies embracing?
Or the chilling security of solitude?
Is it something someone can give
to another who searches?
Or is it something that can be created
naturally without the choices?
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Am I comfortable to be with?
Or is being with me comfortable?
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Do we need comfort?
Or is it something that we've been told we needed?
Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 12:47 AM UTC
I told myself
- and I'm still telling myself -
I won't orbit anymore.
I'll get rid of the googly eyes
the constant craving for affection
and the suffocating attachment I give
But not surprisingly,
I'm failing.
Failing miserably - "blindly"
Let's face it.
I've already fallen.
To be more accurate, orbited.
I told myself
- and I should keep telling this to myself -
I won't cry because of my feelings for another person anymore...
But dear,
I am failing miserably.
Feb 16, 2018
Feb 16, 2018 at 2:25 PM UTC
Again
Here it is again.
You made me happy
You made me smile
But again, you broke my smile
You make me want to hurt myself again
You make me want to die again
Apr 9, 2015
Apr 9, 2015 at 6:03 AM UTC
Maybe dying would be better
Than to feel all this pain
Than to suffer every day
From my blood shot eyes
From my broken heart
But I still try to survive
Hoping that maybe, maybe
Tomorrow would be better
Apr 9, 2015
Apr 9, 2015 at 5:49 AM UTC
We can never happen
She said.
We can NEVER happen.
At that moment
My whole world froze
My heart stopped
I thought I died.
I didn't
But how I wish I did.
Apr 9, 2015
Apr 9, 2015 at 5:34 AM UTC
Always staring
While you're not looking
I keep on observing
I keep on noticing
I know how your hands move
While speaking in front of people
I know how your eyes shift
Seeking something more than what you see
I know how you walk
Your feet wandering aimlessly on the ground
I know how you smile
To stranger, acquaintances, and friends
I know how you speak
How your voice brings symphony wherever you go
I know how you run
How I worry that you might fall
I know how you cross the road
Not even looking at the cars that'll come by
I could write even more
But I'm afraid it would take me forever
For every day I notice something new
For every day I always stare at you
The only time that I don't is when you look at me
My head turns away, my heart could never handle it
Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 4:13 PM UTC
I love you
I said it
I said those words
Words so heavy, with priceless value
Yet you replied nothing
And within that silence
You could hear
The sound of my heart
Shattering
Apr 1, 2015
Apr 1, 2015 at 8:34 AM UTC
You got it all wrong
I tried to explain
She doesn't want to listen
Too stubborn
Too hurt
But she got it all wrong
Apr 1, 2015
Apr 1, 2015 at 6:31 AM UTC