We are figures designed to burn at the mere presence of
each other
we are magnets of the polar sides made to come closer and
closer
and we are two people who have come and discovered the
answers
So please stick around
Don't let me down again
Nov 29, 2015
Nov 29, 2015 at 5:09 PM UTC
Let me immortalize you with my words. These words written on paper with ink. These thoughts expressed on a keyboard and screen. These jumbled up voices that only capture of what I truly feel from the heart that beats for you and a mind that thinks of you.
These words that are meant for you.
Let them make you feel more alive and loved. May they make know that you are not alone and I will always be here. Let them make you gather all the power, confidence, courage. May they make you feel like you will live forever.
Though ink easily fades, paper withers,computers get busted up easily, my heart will fail, and memories become forgotten; these words will go on forever. And let me explain why…
For they started as this girl speaks of them, her breath goes along with the air and mixes with the oxygen and hydrogen we all breathe in. It will go up the sky until it reaches out of the atmosphere. These words will go even further and find its home in the stars which will twinkle for an eternity.
With these words, this is how I will immortalize you even if we will become fossils of our present that will soon have pass.
Aug 19, 2015
Aug 19, 2015 at 5:45 AM UTC
I love the smell that exists after the rain
There is something comforting about it
as I breathe it in through my lungs
I would say you were very much like it
You give me that same feeling it gives
especially when I have you inside of me
The best/worst similarity between you and petrichor is this:
You only come around in my life occasionally.
As I spend most days either drenched in endless rain
Or baked by the intense heat of the sun
And wait for something to make me feel sane
like I wait for you to come around in my life again
Jul 6, 2015
Jul 6, 2015 at 1:07 AM UTC
I could never make anyone fall in love with me
Do I even have to try?
It’s a fact proven by science
and the absence of romance
in my waking life
I couldn’t compare to other women in your life
They win by a landslide
I’m not even an option or a choice
But to me you were the only boy
in my ******* mind
I could do better than write this poem down
It’s a sunny day out
And I don’t have to feel sad anymore
because you don’t even care at all
I have myself to rely on
Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 2:12 AM UTC
Tonight, I force a smile
and pretend nothing happened
I imagine that things are alright
even if they aren’t...
I spent the last few days
in sadness and in tears
Tonight, I force a smile
hoping happiness is real
Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 11:57 AM UTC
At 2 in the morning,
I could’ve been dancing the night away at some club.
I could be drinking all the Stellas
and flirt with other fellas.
After that, I could rest easy at a Figaro
and avoid another hangover
But nope…
Here I am now,
in a house as silent as ever
While the clubs are surely playing loud house music
And instead of playing the party girl I once was
I now reveal myself as a writer as I have always been
It just seems to come more naturally
The voices, the colors, the vibe in my head
are louder than any party at this time
The downside is…
LONELINESS
It never actually goes away, really
But partying could surely hide it
unlike writing at 2 in the morning
When everything I try to forget
just hits me harder than ever
May 30, 2015
May 30, 2015 at 2:36 PM UTC
It was within these halls you stood now that I walked hand in hand with him weeks ago
It was the same paintings he had kissed me to that you are now admiring alone
He and I both wore white and looked quite lovely
You wore head-to-toe black, implying something
An event I shared with him that happened a few weeks ago that was only captured by memory
An Instragram moment for you that you will share to anyone who's watching and listening
In a party over a year ago, you saw me sitting alone and scared of everyone
I caught you staring at me while your arms were wrapped around someone
Our eyes met then like the way one stares at a beautiful painting.
But like an onlooker, we walk away with nothing...
Fast forward 12 months--
Our first trip to the museum
With you as your only company
and me in the arms of somebody
Though I was happy being with him, I have yet to have someone of my own
Here you are currently, pushing away the sadness of your state of isolation
What if that coincidence went further
and we both saw each other?
Amidst the oil on canvas and statues
Would I have a chance with you?
These questions run my mind as it wasn't long ago I've been in the floors you now stand
The missed opportunity from a year ago is probably another missed one a year later
May 23, 2015
May 23, 2015 at 9:57 AM UTC
The way you look at me
is a source of infinite curiosity
and those shy grins
confuse me to the brim
Yes, to you I act mean
but I’m lovestruck from within
But you’ll never know it
For I put an act on you
Probably like you on me
But I’m much more careful
May 12, 2015
May 12, 2015 at 12:58 PM UTC
Doing woeful poses on the floor,
feeling anguish and pain
I could feel the muscles contracting--
Am I going insane?
May 6, 2015
May 6, 2015 at 2:37 AM UTC
If our love was like a movie
it will be a cheesy 80's flick
where we're at a party
and you make your way to me
from right across the room
It could set in a timeless 50's feature
where I could be Audrey Hepburn
running around idyllic places
doing things I pleasure
while being with you
Maybe we are like the 20's
where we star in the talkies
A fascination, an innovation
a breakthrough, a classic
just like me and you
May 4, 2015
May 4, 2015 at 1:20 PM UTC