your heart isn’t really in it, i can’t blame you tho
you don’t see something in me, at least that's what i think so
your heart isn’t really in it, i see you walking on tip toes
i see it’s hard for you to dive in, you can’t even put on a show
i kind of understand although its a hard pill to swallow
i'm not something treasured, i'm the kind you throw
it's silly to say out loud but deep inside i know
i hate that i get it and yes this **** blows
your heart isn’t really in it, i can’t blame you tho
—g. l
Jul 21, 2025
Jul 21, 2025 at 6:09 AM UTC
my biggest dream is to simply be
to exist in a world that does not bound me
to occupy spaces, to be free
my biggest dream is to simply be
to experience the land and sea
to breathe, to live without worry
my biggest dream is to simply be
to love the people dear to me
and even those that hurt thee
—g. l
Nov 1, 2024
Nov 1, 2024 at 5:17 PM UTC
let's look back and reminisce
those days
when you were once mine
let nostalgia swallow us whole
until we fill the voids in our hearts
with regrets of what we could've been
and content of what we are now
—g. l
Oct 9, 2024
Oct 9, 2024 at 10:57 AM UTC
naglalakad sa isang eskinita
walang ilaw, walang makita
nalulunod sa alon ng kadiliman
yan ang imahe sa aking kaisipan
hindi mawari ang galaw ng mundo
kung talagang liligaya pa ang puso
mabuti nalang at ika'y nasilayan ko
sa liwanag pala ay nag hihintay ka sa dulo.
—g.l
Oct 8, 2024
Oct 8, 2024 at 7:00 AM UTC
she was artistic,
unconsciously making everything ravishing
she was poetic,
everything she did was aesthetic
—g.l
Oct 7, 2024
Oct 7, 2024 at 12:55 PM UTC
like raging inferno
my heart combusted
i felt pain; but mostly i felt alive
you have caused me trouble
but at the same time
you saved me too
and i guess that's how love works
felicity and misery
love and pain
—g.l
Oct 4, 2024
Oct 4, 2024 at 12:35 PM UTC
Please be patient with me, I spend most of my day swimming in the ocean of my thoughts.
Please be patient with me, sometimes I'm too scared to speak up but there are days where I speak too much.
I always loved too much and received a little, I got used to being treated like ****
I do not know what I deserve so please be patient with me.
I cry over the slightest inconvenience but there are days when I cover it up with a smile.
Please be patient with me, a lot of days I breathe because you exist.
I'm a mess, like a sudden drought, but this mess loves you without a single doubt.
so when times get tough and you realize it's hard to love me, just remember, please be patient with me.
—g.l
Feb 24, 2021
Feb 24, 2021 at 12:02 PM UTC
I hope you don't understand my poetry
cause then it'll mean you're blue like me
I hope when you read it you don't get a thing
cause my words scream nothing but empty
I hope when you look at the stars, you wish
not stare and think of ending it
I hope when the sun rises you smile
not thinking that you wish it didn't
I hope at night when you lay in bed
you won't think you'd rather be dead.
—g. l
Dec 5, 2020
Dec 5, 2020 at 4:16 AM UTC
I have come so far
and all of my scars
they symbolize the battles
that I have won
—g.l
Nov 24, 2020
Nov 24, 2020 at 11:17 AM UTC
i don't see the stars in your eyes anymore, they look dull, sad—empty even.
i don't see the fire in your eyes anymore, they burned out and there was nothing left but darkness.
i don't see the life in your eyes anymore, they seem lifeless and full of agony.
i have always loved your eyes, for they unvail who you are and what you feel. i have always loved seeing the ocean in your eyes that drowns me and hypnotizes me; you have changed.
—g.l
Oct 17, 2020
Oct 17, 2020 at 10:33 AM UTC