I come home after a long day and pull my head off to put back onto the rack. It takes with it all the skin down my back, and I have to shake it out for lint. There it sits among friends and there I sit with mine, Netflix, my phone, and a bottle of wine.
Jul 22, 2014
Jul 22, 2014 at 11:10 AM UTC
Glanced in a toothpaste splotched mirror this morning and caught you. Sticky start to the day.
To see you instead of me...pale you, an oxymoronic wisp of a threat in every way.
I’m sure you’d think I’d be disappointed to be robbed of my soft frame, long black details and façade free of shame.
I was only content to fully realize resistance to be inane.
But I yearned to pass through glass and play with my old-new self…
I’d have shattered it to pieces if it weren’t for our health.
Jul 18, 2014
Jul 18, 2014 at 11:00 AM UTC
1
I can no longer justify Machiavelli with romance
Months of missing you and our terrible glee
You were right—fuck me.
3
My friend who loves my garbage heart
I dread the day we toss out the ruse
Inevitably one of us will choose
2
If the world was fair, you’d be 1 on this page
For memory of simplicity, pure, shared
I’d trade 1, 3, and 4 and let three be spared
4
You are what proves I was never in distress
I don’t love you, I don’t like to keep you
Even though you give yourself up to me when I do
Jun 17, 2014
Jun 17, 2014 at 3:06 PM UTC
I crave a love so deep that
I KID, I'm kidding
I crave instant gratification
Lust for highs and pursuit does my bidding
Save for me your girlish fantasies
All my pretty flittering friends
I’ll help you pick out the colors
But quick relief is my happy end
Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 11:15 AM UTC
it's contradictory
the way she acts and what she says to me
*But was it a definitive answer?
You should go back and ask her.*
**Don’t tell me something
Unless you realize there’s nothing
I could ever possibly care about
That could come out of your mouth**
Was what she said
So thanks, man, but I think it might be dead.
Why is 'might' your take on that?
I know how they work, she'll crawl back.
clearly
beer me
May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 1:48 PM UTC
I, parasite
Eating selves
For a while
For a night
Feeling low
Getting high
Gluttonous, contrite
Apr 22, 2014
Apr 22, 2014 at 4:56 PM UTC
you look like
you'd like
me
believe me,
I know my place.
paint my face
look behind me
just in case
play the part
Strange;
smart
side salad and a heart
deviate
secret date
guess again
**** and then
never sorry
friends worry
deeper
still a keeper
drinking pace
pointless race
sleep and then
burrow again
private head case
busy saving face
I'll have a whiskey and soda, thanks.
Apr 17, 2014
Apr 17, 2014 at 11:12 AM UTC
How could I have expected you to hear
yourself--damaged--
when everything
was screaming
that I was the siren
drawing you
to a trap
even though--reluctantly--
I always told you I only sang to pass the time
Mar 10, 2014
Mar 10, 2014 at 4:17 PM UTC
What is this
compulsion
to observe
the obscene
Obscure cannibal cases
clouding my search history
Torture **** new keywords
clicking through the red rush
its over and over
what am I searching for
Mar 10, 2014
Mar 10, 2014 at 1:52 PM UTC
Nothing is mine Not tv Not *** Not movies
Not texts Not king beds Definitely not the Internet Not cops Not being wet Not my body Or its smell Not comfort Or any modern hell
Jan 19, 2014
Jan 19, 2014 at 3:27 PM UTC