When you kept insisting that you didn't deserve it
When you doubted yourself and felt no sense of direction
I shone upon you all the light I could manage
And I loved you with everything that I was, everything I had.
When you felt like nothing, when you were numb
I gave you warmth, I gave you shelter within my heart
I saved the best parts of me for you, and I dont mean the ***
I meant the all the love I've been putting away for the right person
When you made a point of being afraid of hurting me
When you felt as if you weren't worthy, unsure of what you felt for me
I constantly assured you of my love even when you didn't do the same
You weren't my world, honey, my world revolved around you— my star.
My everything.
Apr 9, 2018
Apr 9, 2018 at 11:52 AM UTC
Heartbreak after heartbreak,
each one hurts less everytime.
And I don't know if it's because I've forgotten
the very essence of love,
or if I'm simply going numb.
Apr 6, 2018
Apr 6, 2018 at 3:20 PM UTC
He was the sun, and I was the moon.
Without him, I couldn't illume the night.
I took all the darkness, he had morning and noon,
Without each other, the world wasn't right.
He was the fire, and I was the ice.
He'd bring the chaos without thinking twice.
Whatever flesh he burns, I come to aid.
I touch him without ever being afraid.
He was the ground, and I was the sky.
Aware of each other, but turn a blind eye.
He gave me vapor, I gave him the weather;
It was our only way of being together.
He was the mass, and I was the space.
And without hesitation, in my life, he took place.
I let him consume me, I didn't mind, you see,
I was just happy that somebody needed me.
He was he, and I was me.
What a fool I've been to trust and believe
That we need each other, when the sad truth is,
All there has been for us, was to coexist.
Jan 10, 2018
Jan 10, 2018 at 7:26 AM UTC
I hope you know that I always cheer you on from afar and always hope you're happy, look out my window saying good morning to you when I wake up, saying good night before I fall asleep, look at the horizon every sunset and pretend I'm talking to you after having a bad day.
As if you're still here, as if you never left. Thinking only our bodies are apart but not our hearts, not our souls.
Wondering if you feel it when you're out there and I'm here loving you with every bit of me that I am able to
Wondering if you see my face in heaven as often as I see your face here on earth everywhere I look
I hope you find joy, happiness, and whatever it is in life that you seek.
Even if that life you'll find is a life without me.
Nov 27, 2017
Nov 27, 2017 at 3:59 PM UTC
In this particular ether
He stood here
Waiting for me
In this space
He sat drinking beer
Smoking luckies
On this parking spot
He parked his car
Which we leaned on and kissed
By this fence
We stood smoking rubies
Talking about our lives
On this couch by the piano
I held his scar on his right wrist
He explained why he wore his ring
All those places
All those spaces
He was there
And on my skin
In my mind
He was here
And in my heart
He still is.
Jun 27, 2017
Jun 27, 2017 at 2:51 AM UTC
Despite the fact that you broke her heart
She somehow managed to mend it
Just so she could have it beat again
For you.
Jun 23, 2017
Jun 23, 2017 at 12:17 PM UTC
I steer clear from the things that remind me of you
But they always find me
Everywhere I go there's always a bit of you
You're everything I see
Evertime I sing, everything I write
Ends up being about you
Everytime I move, I want to move next to you
But you're nowhere near me
Everything I do it's always about you
Every chord I play, every song I make, every word I say
Every single thing I do
It's always
Always
About you
May 17, 2017
May 17, 2017 at 10:20 PM UTC