He loves that I'm broken
He loves the idea that if he fixes me
He'll be a hero or something
But babe the ones who stay up late
hallucinating they're ok are far from fixable
They're too far gone.
Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 11:12 AM UTC
"Suddenly you're 21 and you're screaming along in the car to all the songs you listened to when you were sad in middle school and everything is different and everything has changed
but everything is good
everything is moving on"
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 4:01 PM UTC
he always asks,
what's there to enjoy about alcohol? It tastes disgusting.
I reply every time,
alcohol is not to be enjoyed. You drink fruit punch if you want to drink something for taste. Alcohol is to get rid of the even worse taste in your mouth that every awful person in your life has left.
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 3:32 PM UTC
"I've wanted more minutes in each day ever since I met you,"
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 3:21 PM UTC
"why does it sound like you're always saying goodbye?"
"maybe because I don't know if I'll make it to tomorrow"
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 3:17 PM UTC
Black and white
Flip a switch
Toss a coin
personality
Every time I think I see
What's wrong with me
The world flips over
Crushing me
Jul 6, 2014
Jul 6, 2014 at 1:25 AM UTC
other boys are boring / but you are a burning house / that I want to curl up inside of with a long book / and lay in your bed as your flames engulf / smothering me
Jul 3, 2014
Jul 3, 2014 at 1:07 AM UTC
I lost it / everything crumbled underneath my / shaking knees and quivering heart / pupils blurred by salt / water and mouth filled with sharp liquid metal / from biting down the slurs I want to throw at the mirror / i can feel the weight i carry around on my bones / i see the way i move in reflections / it disgusts me and i crave nothingness / weightlessness / emptiness / 130 does not mean a single thing /when there is 120 / 110 / 100 / 90 / 80 /60 / 50 / 40 / 30 / 20 / 10 / when there's zero when I can feel zero and be zero.
Jun 26, 2014
Jun 26, 2014 at 12:34 AM UTC
If I wanted to feel Hell / I'd spend an eternity next to him / and an afterlife in his skin
Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 10:13 AM UTC
but does he make you feel like you've just woken up / in the middle of your own / open heart surgery?
Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 10:03 AM UTC