He's walking down the stairs
and so I looked away so he won't know I am staring
*He says Hi for the very first time*
and that starts everything
He was so sweet and caring and loving
my daily vitamin and protein
he never failed to make me laugh and smile by his silly jokes
his killer smile makes me high whenever he did it so
he was my darling and everything
my only light in my darkness
and I will keep you forever amore
but I just thought so
because back then Love for me has no end
the days has past and goes by
this relationship seems to be cold and forbidding
your stares went blank
your smiles get weak
and even your glow can't be seen anymore
I don't know but everything on us was gone wrong
You're already in a distant
do you love me no more?
I'm crying out in pain
I didn't see this coming
Is this the end of it?
Will I just accept it without fighting?
does it even still worth it tho?
he approach me that day
with a weak smile on his face
*he say's Hi without looking in my eyes*
I'm holding it back
the tears that might fall
and he started talking
which is a clear murmur
and the only word that I heard was the one hurts me most
*Goodbye and watched him walk away and didn't see him anymore*
Feb 28, 2017
Feb 28, 2017 at 7:40 AM UTC
*I Lied and still lying*
*I Stole something, more important than a thing*
*I Killed someone but only in my mind*
*And in HIS eyes it is already ******
I am a sinner, yesterday and today
*Yet, I'm still having an Unconditional Love of yours*
Apr 6, 2016
Apr 6, 2016 at 2:31 AM UTC
Heard the crowd's noise
It made me cover my ears
Saw the people in pain
Make me wanna nurse them
Have a lot of thoughts
But not saying anything
Feel like drowning in my own tears
Yet there's no one to help
Wounded so deep
But they just shrugged it off
Nobody knows how it hurts
To see them like they don't care
When they really don't
Acting like blinds
Cause you're just so invisible to see
Hearing nothing from you
Oh please give me wings!
I just wanna escape and fly away
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 9:02 AM UTC
It's not my fault,
I didn't mean it,
If I belong with REJECTS
Nov 20, 2015
Nov 20, 2015 at 9:25 AM UTC
Sometimes I am thinking
If do you ever think of me
While you're with her.
Aug 5, 2015
Aug 5, 2015 at 7:33 AM UTC
She's pretty
While I'm not
She's lovable
And I'm not
She's adorable
Yeah, I'm not
She's wise
Sorry cause I'm not
She's incredible
Then still I'm not
Unbelievable, but true
I'm nothing Compared to you
Aug 1, 2015
Aug 1, 2015 at 5:24 AM UTC
She who cutted her wrist
And got scars
She who drink
Until she get drunk
She who doesn't care
But with herself
She who hurts anybody
But was so sorry
She who won't listen to anyone
But have regrets
She who feel pain
And hatred
She who seeks attention
And still searching
She who needs Love
Was No One But I
Jun 20, 2015
Jun 20, 2015 at 9:45 AM UTC
His arms is where I was taken
His smile was like my heaven
His innocent face in front of mine
That made him look like an Angel
His manly voice whenever he speaks
Sounds like a beautiful melody for me
His tallness was an advantage
He hugs me so tight
Like he won't let go of me
His presence was enough
To give me more courage
And to made me feel so contented
It was simply taken me back
Because that was all a memory
That make me still Captivated
Jun 13, 2015
Jun 13, 2015 at 1:48 PM UTC
I want to Forget
About the pain and everything
But how can I?
If he still affects me
If he still my necessity
I wanted to scream
Yet I know no one can hear
I bowed my head
And clenched my fist
With closed eyes
I felt a tear
A question come out my mouth
"Why doesn't he even care?"
Then I walked, and walked
Walking with no direction
Don't know where Am to go
Hoping this might end soon
And Escape from where I'm supposed to be
Jun 13, 2015
Jun 13, 2015 at 3:38 AM UTC
Let me feel it
For I feel so numb
Let me hate me
For being a dumb
Let me hold you
While you don't hold me back
Let me suffer
Since I deserve the pain
Let me be with you
Even you're with her
Let me stay
Until I will
Until I can
Let me LOVE you
Though it's over. Forever
Jun 10, 2015
Jun 10, 2015 at 11:56 AM UTC