
the tracks disappear into the fog
the mist dampens everything around me
i hear a train horn in the distance and then
it's silent again
the dusty, dawn blue sky hovers hesitantly
above the cloud i'm in
the train horn blows again and
i see lights through the fog
and dissolve into the watery air
the train rushes over the tracks with
the weight of a million tons
it crashes into my ghost and splits it
into a million slices
Feb 5, 2013
Feb 5, 2013 at 12:34 AM UTC
do you ever feel a scream
in your blood?
do you feel a scream
in your chest?
like a bubble of pressure
that feels like nervous laughter
building up in your stomach
almost feels like butterflies
but when you let the butterflies out
they burst into the air
they pop like balloons
and they turn into
a scream
Jan 26, 2013
Jan 26, 2013 at 1:45 AM UTC
ashes to ashes
dust to dust
from earth to sky
from love to lust
carry me out to a rainy sea
hide your tears and
set me free
you'll grow old and
I will rust
ashes to ashes
dust to dust
Jan 20, 2013
Jan 20, 2013 at 4:29 PM UTC
i guess some things really do
just slip through your mind
like sand through fingers
just flowing away
i suppose that some people
just dont know how
to let go of these things
i think that some people
try get rid of the thoughts
on purpose
sometimes it feels better
to feel nothing and calms
your feverish mind
to forget
push the thoughts out
like the tide
tie an anchor to your ankle
and just let it all
slip away
Oct 28, 2012
Oct 28, 2012 at 1:03 AM UTC
hit hit hit
clap
slam
clap
you're gonna miss me
when i'm gone
top
bottom top
you're gonna miss me
by my hair
slam clap
you're gonna miss me
everywhere
clap
i know you're gonna miss me
when i'm gone
hit hit
Oct 20, 2012
Oct 20, 2012 at 4:11 PM UTC
the memories you find
at the very bottom of
your brain
from when you were
just a little seed of a
person
it's like looking at the world
through a kaleidoscope
colors
shapes
they almost seem to fit
together in a
puzzle like way
but mostly it's strange
to see that you've
changed so much
it's even stranger to
find that you
haven't changed
at all
Oct 11, 2012
Oct 11, 2012 at 10:46 PM UTC
i found an old bag
at the bottom was a smashed
frame
broken glass poking holes
at the bottom
i told them i reached in
and all the glass scratched me
and that was the
first time
Oct 9, 2012
Oct 9, 2012 at 11:18 PM UTC
life and death are
funny concepts.
we know nothing of either.
they are so simple,
yet so technical, so
complex.
like black and white
is death black?
or is it white?
is immortality a combination
of both?
life seems almost pointless,
death being just as
meaningless in the sense that
there almost seems to
be no reason to
either live or die.
why live when death is
there to take it away,
why die when you've lived?
it's difficult to grasp the concept
of death,
of no life,
when you are alive.
Oct 7, 2012
Oct 7, 2012 at 1:28 AM UTC
Jane-
It was cold. The sun tried to shine through the endless layers of foamy, winter clouds. It was grey. Snow had settled, frozen. Drip, drip, dripped... and refrozen. Lumps of blackened ice lined the skeletal streets of the city, asleep. Hibernating. It was dark, quiet and dead. The icy, dry winds blew through the empty stomach of the town, drying out the bricks on the buildings, cracking the trees into bits, smaller and smaller. Your breath created a thick white cloud in the air above you, but thinned and disappeared, just like everything else.
Jon-
She blended in with the bleached building. White skin, white hair, ivory coat. Her eyes stood out like a sapling in the winter though, pushing through the frozen surface, green and hopeful. She was almost nothing special, if you didn't look twice. But on the second look, she was like pink and blue and yellow. A neon sign. Special. She brought a light to the slumbering city, a light that I held in my careful hands, because she lit up for me, and me only. A glow-in-the-dark star, only seen at night, when there's nobody there to see. I held her carefully because lights can go out if you're not.
I clicked the button one more time, capturing her. Her eyes and the gentle light they held. Flickering.
"Stop, that's enough,"
But she said it with a smile.
Jane-
I hate the winter, but I love it, too. I feel like I belong. I belong in the cold, white winter where there is nothing to see and nothing to feel.
That's also why I hate it.
Oct 1, 2012
Oct 1, 2012 at 12:33 AM UTC
trees don't always grow
tall and strong
sometimes they grow skinny
cause it takes too long.
there's never enough
space at the bottom
so it's a race to the
top, and then it's just
a year or two until
it's time to chop.
All of a sudden it's
acres of land, looks
like a beach without
water or sand.
No use crying over it,
it's already done
but it's also hard to
say "it's time to have
fun"
because when there's
something eating
you at the back of your
brain, chances
are it'll leave a tear
stain
in the middle of
a thought,
and you'll just be caught
in a big ***** field
after the big chop.
Sep 8, 2012
Sep 8, 2012 at 5:06 PM UTC