I'm tired of writing poems about love
Poems about sadness and darkness
Can I write about something above?
Like clouds and the brightness
In the big infinite sky?
I want to forget the madness
I wanna set my head up high
And write a poem
About how the birds fly
About the waves in the ocean
And the sun above all the beauty
Throw away the emotion
And write about how the leaves fall
Like in autumn above all
But let me not forget
To write about how I don't regret
Falling into darkness and hate
Because it made me stronger
And that it's just great
Nov 18, 2013
Nov 18, 2013 at 10:38 AM UTC
The shadow of my past
Follows me everywhere I go
Whatever I do last
It has to blow
The pain will never leave
I just learn how to deal
With the burning in my soul
With the questions unanswered
With the things that never happened
I only see the beginning
But I can't see the end
I can't see who's winning
I can't see were I went
I'm stock in here
The worst part of my life
Why can't I see clear?
Why can I see the light?
The air within my lungs
Is fulfilled with poison
With uncharged guns
And the twilight zone
The thoughts can seem to leave
The "what if "seems to stay
The bad regrets can't let be breath
And is everything in the same day
No night
No moon
No light
Only a large tune
There's no end
There's no start
Perhaps I'm dead
And that's why.
- G.R
Sep 30, 2013
Sep 30, 2013 at 7:37 PM UTC
Little by little
I **** myself
Little by little
It seems I walk undone
As I look up, things seems better
But they're only worst
Every time things goes my way
Secretly they live a wound
But not knowing that makes me stay and when it all comes clear
It kills me even more than that wound
Little by little
I get worst
Little by little
Your look seems to make me weak
Therefor I die every time more slower
I live walking in circles
And every time I fall
Is in the same whole full of marbles
I seem to live between walls
We're I can't go further or back
It seems I don't learn
And it seems that I don't grow up
It kills me little by little
The monotony of my life
But they are also the little details
That makes this worst every time
Recently you **** me
Indirectly, slowly and lovely
And even if I'm made for you
This heart will always be undone
Even if I wanna fight for you
I'll never had you, to tell the truth
So it seems, I **** myself
Making the same mistakes
Looking always at the same way
Loving always scare and un brave
Love is supposed to be for all
And this hole world
Is just fully wrong
I don't know if you feel the same
But everything I can do
At the end still kills me too
Little by little
Everything is normal
The little details
Come and goes, is personal
But the life will never be truthful
It will never be fair
Nothing will ever be useful
And you and I will be just an affair
Sep 29, 2013
Sep 29, 2013 at 2:49 PM UTC