gddayao - Hello Poetry

It's 2:34 a.m. and you're not here with me tonight, For all the days and nights I used to talk to you alright, For all the parts of me you didn't see right, And for all the mixed signals and now dimmed light.. To a universe full of wishes, Full of hopes and dreams turned for a blind eye. Times we were alone and hopeful.. Here's for us, once we never wished we'd end with a sigh. Love can stare right at me Tell me all its secrets and deepest desires Love can kiss me and hold me Yet I still teach myself to ignite a fire. Love can be reading a book, Solving a problem, or distance. Love can tell me I'm beautiful.. Or it can teach me how to dance. Now it's 3:13 am I don't know why I don't see you alone For what it's worth? I can't stop staring at my phone. For all the little things and the biggest smiles, For your unprecedented touch and unknown feelings.. For the words I wish I can say, It was 2:34 am when I didn't want you leaving.

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Dec 4, 2018

Dec 4, 2018 at 2:20 PM UTC

2:34 am

It's 2:34 a.m. and you're not here with me tonight, For all the days and nights I used to talk to you alright, For all the parts of me you didn't see right, And for all the mixed signals and now dimmed light.. To a universe full of wishes, Full of hopes and dreams turned for a blind eye. Times we were alone and hopeful.. Here's for us, once we never wished we'd end with a sigh. Love can stare right at me Tell me all its secrets and deepest desires Love can kiss me and hold me Yet I still teach myself to ignite a fire. Love can be reading a book, Solving a problem, or distance. Love can tell me I'm beautiful.. Or it can teach me how to dance. Now it's 3:13 am I don't know why I don't see you alone For what it's worth? I can't stop staring at my phone. For all the little things and the biggest smiles, For your unprecedented touch and unknown feelings.. For the words I wish I can say, It was 2:34 am when I didn't want you leaving.

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For so long I've wondered how Dreadful would it be For me to forget how complicated Things are between You and my thoughts At 12 am, caressing a cigarette. Darling, you were the song to my music, The dreaded prince to my long gone story Of whatever happiness this world Made me believe. As I speak the words of longing, My eyes wander to the stars, Hoping you'd hear the hints of my Bottled up emotions. I am leaking. Leaking with fear, self doubt. I don't want to bleed Bitter memories, ugly utterances of How miserable it is To love you. I am spinning in one place, Trying to stay, trying to heal The cracks of my broken Faith in you. I love you, darling I do. Even if I have bottled emotions that I'll never show you.

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Apr 2, 2017

Apr 2, 2017 at 4:38 AM UTC

Bottled Emotions

For so long I've wondered how Dreadful would it be For me to forget how complicated Things are between You and my thoughts At 12 am, caressing a cigarette. Darling, you were the song to my music, The dreaded prince to my long gone story Of whatever happiness this world Made me believe. As I speak the words of longing, My eyes wander to the stars, Hoping you'd hear the hints of my Bottled up emotions. I am leaking. Leaking with fear, self doubt. I don't want to bleed Bitter memories, ugly utterances of How miserable it is To love you. I am spinning in one place, Trying to stay, trying to heal The cracks of my broken Faith in you. I love you, darling I do. Even if I have bottled emotions that I'll never show you.

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For even days, months, or years, I see the world as if it was another plane, A plane for curiosity, pain, and joy. I breathe in simple air, as if my lungs were embedded with the same spark of freedom. Though I walk with silver heels, as if I float along with my golden gown, I never thought of thinking, "How would it be amazing if my demons were in twined with your angels?" I look at you, as if your lips were the treasures I want to seek, The life in your eyes takes me beyond than what I would think doing. I touch you with a simple graze yet it is enough for me to pound myself into reality. Though your arms were as gentle as the pillows I seek at night, I see to it that my heart is caged in a box, unless you shoot me a glare to think otherwise. My dear, you are the best escort of the day. I laugh at the idea that I am here, wishing to dance with your grace, Wishing to learn to move with my demons craving for more, And to the idea that your angels will never mine as someone much more.

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Mar 29, 2016

Mar 29, 2016 at 3:41 AM UTC

My Dear

For even days, months, or years, I see the world as if it was another plane, A plane for curiosity, pain, and joy. I breathe in simple air, as if my lungs were embedded with the same spark of freedom. Though I walk with silver heels, as if I float along with my golden gown, I never thought of thinking, "How would it be amazing if my demons were in twined with your angels?" I look at you, as if your lips were the treasures I want to seek, The life in your eyes takes me beyond than what I would think doing. I touch you with a simple graze yet it is enough for me to pound myself into reality. Though your arms were as gentle as the pillows I seek at night, I see to it that my heart is caged in a box, unless you shoot me a glare to think otherwise. My dear, you are the best escort of the day. I laugh at the idea that I am here, wishing to dance with your grace, Wishing to learn to move with my demons craving for more, And to the idea that your angels will never mine as someone much more.

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It was never easy, To love and maybe find somebody Who would love The whole. What was unique? You may ask with small verses And even with rhymes. But it was never easy To fall, to tilt or to even glance Right at the person you knew was enough. It was never easy, To stand up, look up and even breathe, Because maybe you think that Someday in this dark world, There would someone Enough for you. And who would be Satisfied with who you are. But, for me, it was never easy, *thinking that someday, he would love someone more than I could. And maybe in that someday, we are both in each other's arms, wishing that was never today*. And it was never easy, to heal your wounds, scratch the old skin, form a new life.. But all of that pain and suffering, Offers a brighter tomorrow. And maybe in that someday, You'll find the love that was always yours.

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Jan 22, 2016

Jan 22, 2016 at 11:55 PM UTC

Never Easy

It was never easy, To love and maybe find somebody Who would love The whole. What was unique? You may ask with small verses And even with rhymes. But it was never easy To fall, to tilt or to even glance Right at the person you knew was enough. It was never easy, To stand up, look up and even breathe, Because maybe you think that Someday in this dark world, There would someone Enough for you. And who would be Satisfied with who you are. But, for me, it was never easy, *thinking that someday, he would love someone more than I could. And maybe in that someday, we are both in each other's arms, wishing that was never today*. And it was never easy, to heal your wounds, scratch the old skin, form a new life.. But all of that pain and suffering, Offers a brighter tomorrow. And maybe in that someday, You'll find the love that was always yours.

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But you never stayed anyway.

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Dec 11, 2015

Dec 11, 2015 at 1:17 PM UTC

Stay

But you never stayed anyway.

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After a year, you talk Like I was Already alright. I am. I am now better. But I was enough For you to think That you have Enough ears, enough eyes To *look at you. feel you Touch you* I was mesmerized By the idea That you were More than enough... You were a dream. were.. I should be happy, I should be okay maybe these are the same thoughts in your pretty little head Thing is I'm okay I'm alright I'm better now. Alive.

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Nov 29, 2015

Nov 29, 2015 at 1:57 AM UTC

I Was Enough

After a year, you talk Like I was Already alright. I am. I am now better. But I was enough For you to think That you have Enough ears, enough eyes To *look at you. feel you Touch you* I was mesmerized By the idea That you were More than enough... You were a dream. were.. I should be happy, I should be okay maybe these are the same thoughts in your pretty little head Thing is I'm okay I'm alright I'm better now. Alive.

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The more you think about it, The more it seems confusing. The more I tell you stories, The more you'll discover Who I am And What I was.. But telling you these, Makes me feel closer to you. But, everytime I show you my cracks, My fears, My fragile and humane Personality, The more it pains me To hear your words And stare at the sky *telling myself that I am* alright. You are The string That attatches my sanity. But you are the scissors That can Cut my throat And let me choke On my own Cold blood. Your smile is so perfect, so natural. And your words are true and sharp, like the blade cutting the shackled animal.

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Jul 25, 2015

Jul 25, 2015 at 9:54 AM UTC

A Hopeful Grimm

The more you think about it, The more it seems confusing. The more I tell you stories, The more you'll discover Who I am And What I was.. But telling you these, Makes me feel closer to you. But, everytime I show you my cracks, My fears, My fragile and humane Personality, The more it pains me To hear your words And stare at the sky *telling myself that I am* alright. You are The string That attatches my sanity. But you are the scissors That can Cut my throat And let me choke On my own Cold blood. Your smile is so perfect, so natural. And your words are true and sharp, like the blade cutting the shackled animal.

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She is so beautiful. The way she writes the letters That will make your Heart skip a beat. Then I realized. *I can never make you Love me Like the way She did to you.*

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Jun 29, 2015

Jun 29, 2015 at 7:23 AM UTC

Hey..

She is so beautiful. The way she writes the letters That will make your Heart skip a beat. Then I realized. *I can never make you Love me Like the way She did to you.*

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I sit in silence, Staring at the stars Ablaze. I sit on The concrete floor, Thinking if you were still amazed. My mind ponders, And my lips are at ease, But my ears are ringing From your words that are pleading.. I sit here in silence, But I feel the warm air. Not a cold night, Not a day to spare. I see anger, tears, Murmurs and hate. Maybe dear God Never made me Your fate. The moon now sings A lullaby for the stars.. *Oh my love, Can you hear that from afar?* You glare at the grass, Now I see a blurry sight. *I lowered my head, To meet your lips So full of fright.* Yet I leave you questioned With my actions displayed. A night of thoughts uncovered, Words unsaid.

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Jun 23, 2015

Jun 23, 2015 at 9:10 AM UTC

Thoughts Uncovered, Words Unsaid

I sit in silence, Staring at the stars Ablaze. I sit on The concrete floor, Thinking if you were still amazed. My mind ponders, And my lips are at ease, But my ears are ringing From your words that are pleading.. I sit here in silence, But I feel the warm air. Not a cold night, Not a day to spare. I see anger, tears, Murmurs and hate. Maybe dear God Never made me Your fate. The moon now sings A lullaby for the stars.. *Oh my love, Can you hear that from afar?* You glare at the grass, Now I see a blurry sight. *I lowered my head, To meet your lips So full of fright.* Yet I leave you questioned With my actions displayed. A night of thoughts uncovered, Words unsaid.

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There is love. And love is said to be beautiful. Spontaneous. Ever so lovely. But when I look at you, Do you hear me saying that you should stay away? Do you hear me begging That you should keep me Astray.. my dear love. All I ever did was pound you, hurt you And Ever So Simply... Ignore you.. My love.. Can't you see? I'm not that innocent girl You used to see.. My lovely fellow, How can't you know? Sticking around beside me Makes me wanna blow (explode)? Fair human.. What do you see.. I'm afraid to say.. We're not meant to be.. My dear lover... Do you need to know? That my knees are bleeding For you to go... I'm such an evil person, Of course you'd say no.. But whenever we hiss, You tell the written sins that you know.. I know who I am.. And I'm not proud, you see? I'm not perfect either, Like you. Who doesn't see? Not just that.. Other parties contradict.. You don't know how much I loved you.. They don't know that they make me sick.. My faithful friend, What can you do? How can it stop When you're loving me too..

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Jun 16, 2015

Jun 16, 2015 at 10:50 AM UTC

The Victim of A Victim

There is love. And love is said to be beautiful. Spontaneous. Ever so lovely. But when I look at you, Do you hear me saying that you should stay away? Do you hear me begging That you should keep me Astray.. my dear love. All I ever did was pound you, hurt you And Ever So Simply... Ignore you.. My love.. Can't you see? I'm not that innocent girl You used to see.. My lovely fellow, How can't you know? Sticking around beside me Makes me wanna blow (explode)? Fair human.. What do you see.. I'm afraid to say.. We're not meant to be.. My dear lover... Do you need to know? That my knees are bleeding For you to go... I'm such an evil person, Of course you'd say no.. But whenever we hiss, You tell the written sins that you know.. I know who I am.. And I'm not proud, you see? I'm not perfect either, Like you. Who doesn't see? Not just that.. Other parties contradict.. You don't know how much I loved you.. They don't know that they make me sick.. My faithful friend, What can you do? How can it stop When you're loving me too..

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