
gary-w-weasel-jr-1
American
I graduated from Mississippi State University with a Bachelors and Masters in Computer Engineering. / / Poetry has mostly served as an emotional outlet for me, and I have been writing since April 2002. It's my goal to get all the poems I have written, that I can find, on this website. / / My largest influence on my poetry is from Emily Dickinson, as I found a great fascination with much of her poetry during my high school years, and even wrote a paper about her poetry.
Cataclysm masked in magma
And bulging land, aching the trees.
Nervousness and candor entwined
Caution dissipating quickly.
Eruption.
Love has abdicated the throne
Leniency lacking, giving no quarter
Engulfed in the Nietzsche monster
Death when lava flows on Pompeii.
Jun 11, 2020
Jun 11, 2020 at 5:12 PM UTC
Today is swaddled in yesteryear.
Left in the iron cradle alone.
Arise from repose, with stale mind
The morrow tarnished by dreams.
Pouring regret over my cereal
I take a spoonful so I stand in place.
There is no ideation, alas, also no striving.
The world's hue has faded from my eyes.
The blue iris around a sea of dreams,
Now is light ash around charcoal.
A type of purgatory, so I burn in my sins.
I think back to the lighthouse on the shore
Wistfully, wonderfully, beacon bright.
When the mind and heart made harmony
And angels proclaimed majesty on high.
The anchor was heralded by the mind,
Keeping the voyaging vessel docked at bay.
An anchor for my soul, yet naught of the heart.
Heart found not the Dutchman, but Jolly Roger
Slipping and setting sail, the mind melded not.
So now here. Each following breath is waning.
If only...
May 5, 2020
May 5, 2020 at 10:14 AM UTC
He dies - - - Yet his heart still beats on
Man of the minute, slipping away in his chair
Into the quiet of the night.
The hullabaloo of his mind.
He slips and slouches, sipping his drink and sighing
Slipping into desperation
He looks at the time - - - behind the hand of the clock
And all the enemies of peace
Standing against an age ago,
Become dread itself, turning into the monster
And horror unravels the soul
The pin drop roars, but what good is screaming
Without an ear to hear?
How can the out-pouring of one’s heart heal,
With tension in the air?
So he welcomes the second death.
Sep 22, 2015
Sep 22, 2015 at 3:51 AM UTC
Our minds are the dripping faucets
Heralding the drops with great prestige
Yet the rivers of memories long lost...
Are the ones we should cherish the most.
Oct 20, 2014
Oct 20, 2014 at 3:05 AM UTC
I lie in the sand under the palm tree
Sand between the toes, washing in the sea
I count the stars, for the seventh time now.
With the moon out, I nearly forget how.
My meals come few, and far in between
Could the fish be sparser, so it would seem
There's so much time between my feasts to think
Ocean surrounds, yet not a drop to drink.
I ponder at the moon and recognize
How its hue reveals the deceit and lies
You, my misty moon, I remember you
When I saw you last, in agony too.
Those I held dearest left me here to rot
To wander about, within pain and thought
To fend for myself and survive alone
And march ahead in bracing the unknown.
I lie in wait tearing my own nails
Wondering what first will come, death or sails?
Until then I'll forsake those who left me
And draw closer to the sun whilst I be.
Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 11:59 AM UTC
Would you be my friend?
Yet in time I gripe with Plato
Could you be my friend?
Socrates and Gorgias spar.
These bandages can only be shrouded
Underneath grains of sand
Falling upon this dune.
During every heartbeat
One thousand grains augment this mound
Within every heartbeat
The earth spins away from days' light.
Time shortens between friend and foe
Their pearls are rusty now.
I simply wait for sand.
Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 11:45 AM UTC
How I wish the blade upon you
Your lips are benign to all
Yet your heart, malignant
You believe that you know my pain
That you think I deserve it all
So should I gouge your heart?
To give a sample of it?
You had no shame to embrace
One committed to another.
Your selfish ambitions are the death
Of you.
You're not even worth the dust of Earth
Your touch is cold
The steel of Brutus' dagger
Into Caesar's back.
Oh how your statue has evolved
You never cared about me,
Brutus.
For if I am true of your intentions,
Then God's judgment will rain upon you.
Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 11:43 AM UTC
Even should I rip every nerve from my flesh,
Will I still feel this agonizing pain?
For I am left to lay here, alone without an option
Until this illness is taken from me.
Oh do I have empathy for prisoners in their cells
Their minds not quicker than flesh
In the same manner I am bound here to brood
To soak within my own torment.
I remember the days with your fingers through my hair
Watching over me, caretaking.
But now not a soul has ne'er an interest in me
For all they know, I could be dead.
Alas, yes the thought has been planted, yet,
The soil around strangles it.
For if it were not for that rich soil that you,
Are not a part of, it would bloom.
Perhaps I'll draw a line to prove my insanity
Instead of going down the road
And then, maybe, just maybe you will see then,
The iceberg's tip from the beast beast beneath.
Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 11:39 AM UTC
Upon the spring of a time once past,
An introduction was conducted by one
To another where the time would come.
And meet later to make acquaintance last.
He dwelt upon the memory, held it fast,
Kept its contents from seeming numb.
In repose he lay charmed once more,
By her charm, her smile and hair.
For he gave a smile to his lady fair
Unconscious to his thought at the core.
And the echo through his ear evermore.
"Hello, stranger" with amicable care.
He then aged threescore days.
Never forgetting his memory.
Reminding always will there she be
With physical absence and spiritual craze.
Storing the face in a foggy haze,
Gaping into the void in reverie.
Jan 1, 2013
Jan 1, 2013 at 10:11 PM UTC
I have twice of what I never had,
Either one or the other, too sad.
My soul is warped
As it goes Northeast
My thoughts I sort
And discover four beast
One I knew, I felt, so painful
A desire which thinks all's beautiful
One I see, locked away inside
It's power is anger, I'll never abide.
One I discover, takes of rule
Stops me from living, fear is cruel.
One i am. I was. I'm now.
Rules of all, as loyal I bow.
All go to all ways
Never to follow another
Endless as rays
Neutral as the mother.
What the center, they
Can't describe anymore.
I go forth to north,
Which element are you for?
Jan 1, 2013
Jan 1, 2013 at 10:07 PM UTC