I feel you and yet
Deprived of
Sight
Touch
Voice
Essence
You’re misunderstood
Betrayed
Hurt
Lonely
Angry
Loving
I try to help but how can I?
When I have as many problems as you do
Eagerness
Neediness
Pain
I need you
But do you need me?
I wish I could only see
But I’m blinded
Hurt
Angry
Needy
Broken
Loving
In need of love
In need of you
The sadistic pain
You put me through.
Jun 14, 2011
Jun 14, 2011 at 7:43 PM UTC
The anger burns,
It boils in the pit of my stomach.
You ****** *******
You ******* deserted me.
What happened to now and forever?
What happened to bonds and family?
There is no more turth in my life,
Only the lies that eat me alive.
Well **** you!
I hate you.
No, what a lie,
What a lie that is.
I never could.
You may leave me dead,
and my love shall still be there.
I cared, I gave a ****
You left without a single goodbye.
You left without a ******* reason why.
I hope you're happy now.
Oh, I hope you're happy.
You left me dead inside.
You made the water that never existed for me leak through my eyes
Can't you see what you've done to me?
You meant so much.
You were so dear,
and you've all but looked at me as if I weren't here.
Jun 14, 2011
Jun 14, 2011 at 7:42 PM UTC
You grab a knife
And aim it at your heart
Trying to **** all the failures you have brought
Then you stop
THinking of what you have to start
All Alone
With your minds dark thoughts
Ready to die
Ready to end it all
Don't die
Don't cry
Don't die
You'll stay in my heart no matter
Don't die
Don't cry
Don't die
You'll stay with me forever
I promise you this
If I could
Give you just one thing
If I could
Give you anything
I'd trade my heart
I'd trade my love
I'd trade my life
Just to see the light in your eyes glow
A smile
A whisper
Telling me you're happy
Is all that I would ever need
Don't die
Don't cry
Don't die
You'll always be in my heart
Don't die
Don't cry
Don't die
You'll stay with me forever
Jun 14, 2011
Jun 14, 2011 at 7:33 PM UTC
Oh, how I adore the rain
It's when I can rant and wonder all I wish
Without a million questions to be smothered with.
It's when I can pretend the water dripping upon my face
Is actually mine free to waste.
My lies have become perfect
My tears not hereI can't always be perfectly fine and okay my dears
So, open your eyes,
Not just to me,
But to everyone you see.
Smile and laugh
With those with no one,
To those you see all alone.
Say 'hello' and 'how are you?'
To everyone you see,
For you know not how dead the happiest person may actually be.
So, look at me not, but all around you
Because I am not the only to find rain the happiest place to be.
Jun 14, 2011
Jun 14, 2011 at 7:27 PM UTC