Build it up to tear it down
All we're really doing is ******* around
A self destructive psychosis
Well dilute the mind of the hostess
Love is the epitome in his eyes
But love is the vice with her lies
Its all fun and games til' someone cries
Its all fun unless someone dies
Happiness could only be bought
I hope that's not sarcasm that you were taught
Soon we will be able to let our minds rot
When happiness kicks in and the needles have caught
She'll say the words to get her fix
He'll believe the ***** even if the kiss is quick
All he wants is someone to care
All he needs is someone to dare
When the day comes where her eyes don't close
He'll think of where her soul must have rose
Thinking of why she was chose
Wondering why she had to go
He will never know of her intention
Never discover their love is an invention
He'll remain ignorant that it was just her addiction
And always see her as perfection
Mar 27, 2011
Mar 27, 2011 at 12:50 PM UTC
It was Suppose to be just Fun
We Arrose to a chance of a Short Run
Teenage Hormones that drove our Actions
A deal with Crossbones for some Satisfactions
But with Intimacy, love soon Followed
Creating Difficulty, for I am Hollowed
You gave me a Speech and when it Past Through
I couldn't help but Preach, I Love You
These chronic Altercations make deadly Complications
A heart full of Lust creates the Mistrust
Never met our Expectations because of our Limitations
This is where we Combust as our image turns to Dust
Things were Fine for a couple of Weeks
But came the Finish Line that no one Seeks
You were there with your Lips, attached to His
These were the Slips that made me realize "What Is"
Hoping for Forgiveness after you pushed me into the Dive
Pleading False Witness and not your *** Drive
It was your Thirst that led this to the End
By the way, I knew him First,
He was my Friend
Mar 9, 2011
Mar 9, 2011 at 7:55 PM UTC
I'm out here on my own
Trying to find the place called home
Making myself a name
Replacing the one you framed
I can't deal with this game
Just remember who gave you your fame
What's my name? Do you even know?
Help me get sane, before i sink to low
I can't find myself, unless you find me
I'll be glued to the shelf, unless we could be
More memories but a fresh face
The past comes back with every taste
A new location that feels like the place
Where I fell in love & watched your smile erase
It's been a long time but I'm in no race
I just have high hopes to fix this case
You have your chance, at medicating
I'm stuck in my trance, of forgetting
Happiness comes back, when he's around
Happiness is what I lack, when he's your ground
What's my name? I can't remember
Me, you could tame, I'll be your lantern
I'll guide your path & remove all the darkness
I'll be your half & distract your from the harshness
Feb 3, 2011
Feb 3, 2011 at 8:16 PM UTC
I always count on you to be someone your not
Must trust in you judgment, but the truth is I can not
I was to awe-struck by everything that shines
I was to stupid to read between the lines
My heart rose to quickly to see you for who you are
From up here, the bottom looks far
Maybe I should jump and commit suicide
But we both know if I leave no one will survive
Look at my heart, it's starting to tear
Dug past the mask and I see what I fear
Don't get me mistaken, I really do care
But we came with false intentions and hid what we bear
Your love is an addiction, it's a rush to my system
It opens me up and makes me see,
That maybe in this dark world there's a place for you and me
With every kiss I'm blinded
I can't see the evils that are binded
I hold your hand and I feel
That your someone no one can steal
But here we are in this situation
You, distracted by temptation
Lust was the reason for our souls meeting
Now lust is the vice that will leave our hearts bleeding
It's teenage ergs that we must compare,
To if this is true love or our despair
Dec 16, 2010
Dec 16, 2010 at 6:33 PM UTC
you will always be apart of me
you will always be in my dreams
to you i might just be another ******* that made you cry and stole your dreams,
the one that broke your heart and made you realize its time to grow up,
just another monster hiding behind a mask,
that guy that was to weak to move on and just gave up,
but to me…
you will always be my first love,
that beautiful girl with such innocent daydreams,
even though you were never around… your memory is always alive in my head,
i hope you never grow up and you act the age you wanna be,
if it wasnt for people telling us our age how old would you think you would be
i loved every second of being by your side,
i loved every single word that passed your lips,
i loved how beautiful you look in the moonlight,
i loved how delicious you were on the lips,
i loved how any where i would go i would be able to smell you on me,
i loved how you made me feel like a little kid,
i loved the fact that you loved me,
i hope you do something good with your life
i hope you forget about me and the sorrows i brought you
i hope your doing better then me
i hope to see i love you pass through your lips once more in my life
i hate how i stole your smile and i hate how easily i watched mine slip away
i hate me for allowing myself to just throw you aside
i hate me for everything i did
i just hate me
To: The Girl of My Dreams
From: A Person Who Probably Doesnt Matter Anymore
Sep 12, 2010
Sep 12, 2010 at 5:59 PM UTC
Trade reality with fantasy
Break away from all that ties me
Get lost in a place where time doesn't exist
To be reborn in a new place, with a new taste
Reveal my third eye and & overcome being blind
Just leave everything behind
Live in this land where habits aren't deadly
Where I could could live on the edge & have no fear of flying
Aug 27, 2010
Aug 27, 2010 at 4:45 PM UTC