Hatimu tumpah, malam pecah
Maka sirna sudah gelisah
Dan semua kalimat lelah
Hatimu tumpah, kemudian malam terbelah
Dan aku hanya bisa mencintaimu lewat dinding tanpa celah
Apr 29, 2025
Apr 29, 2025 at 11:13 AM UTC
Tentang kopi pekat
yang baru mengantar ku pulang
dengan mata setengah terpejam
Lalu,
dirimu yang mulai hilang
diantara inginku yang terlalu dipenuhi angan
serta kalimat-kalimat basi
yang datang pelan dan ringan
Dan jarak,
Jarak menjelma menjadi tubuh yang menggantikan
diriku di lenganmu
gadis bermata terang
yang bersandar malas di dadamu
May 29, 2022
May 29, 2022 at 9:31 AM UTC
Setiap hari, aku mengintip dirimu dari kaki-kaki langit
Melihat parasmu, yang melumat kewarasanku
Dan akhirnya samudra akan memecah 'kita' menjadi kepingan 'aku' dan 'kamu'
May 29, 2022
May 29, 2022 at 9:29 AM UTC
on days that tasted like warm wine from the 80’s as the sun basked through my lover eyes that looks like a pool of honey. we sway our body to the slow rhythm of songs we never know the name or who sings it, our bare feet touch the cold marble floor, but his touch are warm and soft like rose petal that spent too much days in the sun. My lover was a nervous shaking box tied in blue ribbon, as he slowly open his lips for mine. My heart was a shattered glass on cold September wind, as I slowly pull him to my reach.
Sep 24, 2019
Sep 24, 2019 at 6:13 AM UTC
glasses raised high upon your dream
that clashes and clink between nightmares and pretty things
you’re afraid of the noises that they make
so you shut the door, and leave them in the hallway
birds chirping and voice echoing your head
choirs singing songs you don’t admire anymore
rhythm that fades as you steady your step
‘this is what you have to do’
you knitted your fingers as they tangled your hair
very cautious as you held someone else’s hand
once more you tell yourself
‘this is what I have to do’
I have to let go of my perched
that bleeds cosmos when it’s midnight
and the mess of outlining colour when the day meets the end
I have to let go of my old self
and the ones I desperately wished to come back
I have to let go of my worry
and self consciousness when it comes to a hopeless story
I have to let him go.
May 13, 2019
May 13, 2019 at 4:13 AM UTC
istirahatlah untuk sejenak
pendar hangatmu masih istimewa
“selamat malam” mu masih ku simpan untuk malam malam yang tidak bisa ku jinak-kan
jangan khawatir ibu
istirahatlah untuk sejenak
temui aku saat kau muda kembali
dan kerut senyum mu pudar abadi
Apr 19, 2019
Apr 19, 2019 at 11:17 PM UTC
she will never blend in with the crowds
they plant golden thorns on her as a crown
a sign of mending hearts and broken trust
Apr 10, 2019
Apr 10, 2019 at 9:39 AM UTC
you’re alive today
your aching ribcage
are filled with petals
as you kiss his cheeks
over and over again
you feel like stardust
filled your soul
and today you tell yourself
‘I finally love again’
Apr 7, 2019
Apr 7, 2019 at 5:38 AM UTC
the sun washed the room golden
as the light breakthrough the window
they danced on your feature
as you stare into mine
I’m sorry I pick your favourite scenery
for me to say goodbye
I hope you forget about me as you fall deep into the sky
Apr 6, 2019
Apr 6, 2019 at 4:05 AM UTC