before sunrise treads,
make me your nest.
sculpt your universe
in my harrowed chest—
i'll allow you to.
give me a moment of silence
to recall myself before you
and why you'd came;
the science and the art
of your being,
and my ways you've changed.
before sunrise treads,
you'll be gone.
i'll embrace our fate,
but i'd refuse to rid
your porcelain skin draped over me.
with your face close
enough to defeat the rays
and it's far too late,
i know it's tiring.
let me be your home
but i'll leave you be.
Jan 5, 2019
Jan 5, 2019 at 2:53 AM UTC
tequila tongues and 2AM cigarette strolls
empty, spotless bathroom stalls
you give me nothing, i give my all
"forever's just a word," written on these walls
Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 9:31 PM UTC
i was alright until now
you left me needy
you left me longing for your skin
you left me missing the taste of your weary fingers
you left me like you left your songs playing in your mom's balcony
those tunes that did nothing but talk about anger and ***
god
g o d
i miss those songs
i miss your breath
even when it meant that i'd have to deal with your cigarettes
i miss the muscles on your face when i ask you to smile for me
i miss sinning with you
but even when i miss everything,
darling, i just don't miss you
Feb 17, 2018
Feb 17, 2018 at 10:02 PM UTC
*when you wake up in the morning
and the sun doesn't shine,
you'll find it in your arms,
seeping in your veins*
Aug 16, 2017
Aug 16, 2017 at 6:55 AM UTC
*grow flowers in my mind
paint my stone cold heart
kiss thy lips bathed in wine
don't you know, you're a piece of art?*
Jul 23, 2017
Jul 23, 2017 at 7:16 AM UTC
*You rain with glitter
You are made of gold
You are far too precious
To exist in this world
Only to be sold*
You touch everything
The way your mom had taught you to:
With delicate hands and a mouth made
For soundness
Love,
You are yours
And yours only
Do not let them touch you
And pull your soul out
Of its porcelain cage
Love,
You are yours,
You will always be
Jul 20, 2017
Jul 20, 2017 at 1:56 AM UTC
you keep on saying
you'll get back
to the way things were
when i'm finally done with you
and even though
i still want nothing but to take those
midnight phone calls that lasted til
the early morning hours back
i finally,
finally
can
let you go
now
because i know
that this time
it's better than
holding onto something
that would only end up
* r i
b a k
e g
n*
and
*f
a
l
l
i
n
g*
in the end
i've drained out
all the hope
that was left
*when you
left*
Jul 14, 2017
Jul 14, 2017 at 10:37 AM UTC
don't leave when i tell you to
because darling, all i need in this world
right now is your fingers laced with mine,
the feeling of your breath against my neck,
your soft mouth over my collarbone,
your eyes watching me.
because when i say leave, i mean it like
a synonym to please please please stay.
May 20, 2017
May 20, 2017 at 8:25 AM UTC
it's all fun and games
until we both
get sick and tired of hiding
from the truth that refuses to be freed
and seeking for something
that is most probably never going
to come anyway
May 10, 2017
May 10, 2017 at 9:48 AM UTC
there was a time before we fell
into this ravine where we are now,
when i reminded myself to know
my boundaries. to recall that i've been
broken enough before to gamble my heart again.
to think things through before i spit them out
of my mouth. i can still remember that i never
wanted you the way that i do now.
i never intended to.
all i wanted was to ***** your monochromatic heart
and feel you bleed sweet technicolor lies and lullabies.
but now, where are we now?
i chased after you, bleeding yourself dry you told me
without turning your head, that you're through with me.
that you're done trying to make me feel sunshine and
sunflowers within me when i'm unhappy.
so i stopped running.
and i watched you go as you carried with one hand
your heart and its veins drenched in black and white.
May 6, 2017
May 6, 2017 at 2:07 AM UTC