If he wants to leave then let him leave.
You are strange and terrifying
and beautiful.
Something not everyone knows how to love.
Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 4:09 PM UTC
Depression is such a cruel punishment.
There are no fevers, no rashes, no blood tests
or x-ray scans to send people scurrying in concern.
No signs of suffering.
Just a slow process of destruction
from the inside,
as insidious as any cancer.
And like cancer, it is essentially
a solitary experience.
A room in hell with only your name on the door.
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 3:08 PM UTC
People call me observant.
That's not particularly true.
I'm not more observant than any
other human being. People are just so
easy to read -
We bleed emotions even in the way we drink our coffee.
No one seems to notice though, because they're all
too busy drinking their own ****
coffee.
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 11:34 AM UTC
It's okay if the only thing you did today was breathe.
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 8:30 AM UTC
You know what's stupid?
The concept of treating adolescents like children
throughout the entirety
of their teenage years, and then
around age 17 pulling a complete 180 turn
and expecting them
within the next couple of years to decide
what they want to do the rest of
their lives.
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 8:29 AM UTC
I don't know what happened.
It's like i woke up one morning
and i felt like my chest was filled with bricks.
I looked in the mirror and i saw
a little girl who grew up too fast.
I miss the days without worrying
and sadness.
How can this feeling
of emptiness feel
so heavy
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 7:44 AM UTC
I don't want to leave. Tell me to stay.
Leave me alone.. Where are you?
I don't want to care about you.
I don't want you.. Please come back.
**** you! Kiss me
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 7:38 AM UTC
And then all of a sudden
she changed.
She realized that she cared
way too much about people who didn't give a ****
about her.. so the girl that once cared about
everyone and everything,
no longer care at all.
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 7:35 AM UTC
I crave touch,
yet
I flinch every time
someone is
close enough.
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 7:32 AM UTC