Everything is a lie when it comes to me
I guess sometimes the truth is just hard to see
But really I'm just living my life in agony
Hoping things will get better when you're not around
But here I am banging my head on the ground
Trying to Crack the code
May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 2:23 AM UTC
Words filled with lies crawl out of the swamp that is your ****** mouth.
Pouring out one after another
Following the instructions of your evil mind
We have all fallen prey to your wicked propaganda
It has filled our minds with lies hidden behind beautiful words that lure and entice our attention in order raise chaos within the system
Your words are sharp and edged with lies,
Lies that cut deep as I watch the vein bleed
For they have no meaning in a mind like mine
I am one
Of many words
But I am few
Of many lies
Nov 21, 2015
Nov 21, 2015 at 4:26 AM UTC
I'm going mad
And
No one belives it.
I'm always sad
And
Everyone sees it.
Although I am
The only one
Who feels
It.
Pain surrounds me
I feel everything
But free.
I've held myself down
And
Oppressed my own mind.
I've tried fighting it
But the battle within only moves to hurt
Me and not you.
Oct 3, 2015
Oct 3, 2015 at 7:14 PM UTC
I am alone
we are alone
Alone in the world
alone in our minds
through withered spirits
And broken hearts
we are pushed away
forced to be alone
forced to die
as we live and breathe
We have no choice
we must suffer
but I
must suffer Alone
Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 2:31 PM UTC
I never saw it coming
Everything was fine
I was kinda happy
could've been
A lot better
But
Then it all fell apart when
I was diagnosed with cancer
First I lost the ability to live a normal life
Then I lost my mind
Then I lost my feelings
Now I am lost in hope of finding myself.
Mar 2, 2015
Mar 2, 2015 at 2:54 AM UTC
Tonight I dream,
But tomorrow i awaken.
I lay dowm in hopes of seeing you, but I seem to forget the the pain you bring.
Is it I who has mistaken your kindness for affection.
Or you
Who has mistaken my affection for kindness.
Either way we are both stranded on the dangerous island of love.
We endure the conditions of it day in and day out.
Bright warm steamy days,
Dark lonesome nights filled with wanderlust and pain.
I only seek to know where you are
when my love is vein.
Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 1:45 AM UTC
I feel cursed to be who i am,
Because no one seems to enjoy my presence.
I am utterly alone in this life.
I feel like I bother you and everyone I attempt to converse with.
I feel like the insignificant spec of dust, but not even the wind cares to blow me away.
I'm just cursed to rot here alone, where no living soul can hear my lonesome moan.
But as I begin to lose hope in my attempts to communicate, I find you.
A girl
Who has for so long trapped herself im my mind.
But you my dear seem to ignore me
The same way everyone else does.
Few understand my pain.
Few understand the lonsosme nights i spend begging for sleep.
The days become restless and the curse continues,
To tear me apart
And leave me stranded
With a shattered heart.
Sep 1, 2014
Sep 1, 2014 at 2:13 AM UTC
There will always be a part of me set aside for you.
Alone in my heart
Alone in my mind
There it is dying only for you
There it is
Hoping that one day you will see
The painful daze you left me in
There it is
As you walk past me
And fake a smile.
And there I am.
A hopeless romantic
A bitter fool for you
A lost cause in the eyes of society.
And then there's you...
At times you seem to never leave my mind
You wander through my dreams
You are in every tear i shed.
You are the blood inside my heart
You are the thoughts in my head as i end the day and realize that part of me is all about you
Jul 20, 2014
Jul 20, 2014 at 2:31 AM UTC
At the time it probably seemed like a good idea.
But believe me when I say that in time you shall regret it.
And there a crowd will stand
Saying "I told you so."
You may feel a sense a satisfaction when it's all over.
But either way in the end, many will still fail to realize
That we were only killing ourselves.
Jul 20, 2014
Jul 20, 2014 at 2:20 AM UTC
Today the sun shines bright and as it falls to the sky is illuminated with wonderful lights
Magic fills the air
And we are all happy.
Nothing is wrong
But
Nothing is right.
But for tonight everything is at ease
Jul 4, 2014
Jul 4, 2014 at 9:29 PM UTC