It's not that I wasn't happy before
I was but I didn't understand happiness
Now that it's gone I feel like an endless pit
Something someone would choke on
Poison to all that feel my presence.
Nothing to do but continue to die
Life without the sun isn't all that bad
I just don't have anywhere to hang my head
Feel endless in their warmth and hands
Losing strength losing myself on my path
Oct 26, 2015
Oct 26, 2015 at 3:16 PM UTC
My lovers friend passed away
She feels him with her
The love he still has intwined
Laying on his grave singing
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There was a ghost in my rear view mirror
Standing looking at me when I looked back
No one. A blue shirt and dark skin gone
Still there in my memory as I looked for him
Jun 11, 2015
Jun 11, 2015 at 10:52 PM UTC
I love you as if i never breathed until i loved you. I love you as if the sun reflecting off the moon was only the light of our love. I love you as the waves wash onto the beach and the tides shift with each kiss. I love the music i hear when i think of you or the music we make when we touch. I love you for eternity and beyond that because my love for you is not governed by any law of nature. You are my lovely one and only love.
May 3, 2015
May 3, 2015 at 3:16 PM UTC
Acting as if me
Carefull not to
Sound the same
Favorite face
Same as mine
Differnt place
Same emotions
Differnt skulls
Heart strings
Mar 1, 2015
Mar 1, 2015 at 4:28 AM UTC
Eyes as blue as oceans still
With the fire always intwined
Feb 22, 2015
Feb 22, 2015 at 2:28 PM UTC
Pure as angels wings
Flutter slowly as breeze
Bitter sweet cacophonies
Finally happy as you leave
Shivers, tingles, part of me
Let you go, living free
Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 4:36 AM UTC
Here i am in the field
My lonely breath visible
Not waiting, but living.
Without you hearing
Yet always listening
As you have taught me.
I will always be smiling
In your mind, find me
Smiling, writing love to you.
If you hear me whispering
Throughout the wind that we are
Know that i am only singing to you.
I am only home with you, without
I am only wandering the storm.
Feb 6, 2015
Feb 6, 2015 at 6:25 AM UTC
i told you it happened again
no response
take it to the back
punch them in the face
knives begin to show
and now you dont know
what is this inside
what is this pure metal feeling
on the fence, but this is the risk worth death then
Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 6:43 AM UTC
it stings
it feels its way
in
forcing,
im sorry
forcing
im sorry for this
forcing
im not sorry for wanting
but im so sorry for needing
Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 6:41 AM UTC
I never meant to hurt you
Didnt ever want to be the one
Some dreamers are innocent like you
Strategy their favorite , heart blind
Never wanted to be your beast
I dont want to only see you sometimes
I'll never be able to not let you chose
It isn't even up to me as a choice
Fate comes down in acid rain drops
This statue fades away every time
No reason to save face
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 6:28 AM UTC