for months,
not a single sentence have i written about you
but not writing about you
and not thinking about you
are two different things
Aug 22, 2016
Aug 22, 2016 at 10:36 AM UTC
i think i still love you despite everything
how i wish you hurt me harder
Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 12:37 PM UTC
there is plenty of time in the world,
just not enough for us
Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 12:35 PM UTC
i know i shouldn't give up on myself
i don't want to give up on myself
but
its just
too
*******
hard
Jan 24, 2016
Jan 24, 2016 at 6:39 AM UTC
TORN BEING WISHING YOU CARED ENOUGH TO FEEL BAD ABOUT HURTING ME
AND HOPING
YOU DON'T
HOPING YOU'RE OKAY
I HOPE YOU'RE OKAY
YOU HURT ME
BUT I HOPE YOU'RE OKAY
I LOVE YOU
I STILL DO
I HOPE YOU'RE OKAY
IT'S OKAY
IT'S OKAY
I HOPE YOU'RE OKAY
I WANT YOU TO HURT A HUNDRED TIMES
MORE THAN YOU HURT ME
BUT
I DON'T WANT YOU
TO BE HURT
I'M SORRY
I FEEL GUILTY FOR MY THOUGHTS
BUT
WHAT IF
YOU DON'T ACTUALLY CARe???
AND YOU'RE FINE???
I'LL BE THE ONE HURTING AGAIN
AND I GUESS
I'LL SETTLE WITH THAT INSTEAD OF
CAUSING YOU PAIN
I JUST WANT YOU TO BE OKAY
I'M SORRY
I'M SORRY ABOUT EVERYTHING
I DON'T KNOW
I'M SORRY FOR MYSELF
I THINK I LOVE YOU
BUT I'M
CONFUSED
I'M CONFUSED
I'M CONFUSED
DO I HATE YOU FOR ******* ME UP LIKE THIS?
DO I HATE MYSELF FOR LETTING THIS HAPPEN TO ME?
DO I HATE YOU FOR NOT CARING?
DO I HATE MYSELF FOR HOPING YOU DO?
BUT
I'M STILL
HOPING
YOU'RE
OKAY
Jan 9, 2016
Jan 9, 2016 at 5:55 AM UTC
actually
**** you
im not sorry
**** you
**** you
**** you
Dec 31, 2015
Dec 31, 2015 at 7:39 AM UTC
i love you
i'm sorry
i love you
i'm sorry
i love you
i'm sorry
i love you
i'm sorry
Dec 30, 2015
Dec 30, 2015 at 8:23 PM UTC
constantly
weighed down
by things i still
hold on to
Dec 4, 2015
Dec 4, 2015 at 8:08 AM UTC
everything i do
i do to impress you
everything i say
i say hoping you'd hear
wherever i go
i go to for i know
you're near
you're near
Nov 30, 2015
Nov 30, 2015 at 5:28 PM UTC