I often ponder and struggle
Being decisive is hard and
I tend to freeze up
In times I need to make up my mind
I tend to lose my way
The fear and anxiety
Of a future that may not be
Of dreams that may never come true
And ambitions that end up in failure
It often leaves me paralyzed
I start to regret choices
Before they are made
And I mourn
The opportunities forever lost
Things will never change
If you choose to remain stagnant
A simple fact and
A cruel truth
Moving forward requires courage
It requires a leap of faith
And the ability to believe in yourself
Thing’s I have long since forgotten
Who could have thought
Seeking change could be this hard
I cannot stop but feel burdened
By the person I’ve become
And by the person I aspire to be
Sep 10, 2024
Sep 10, 2024 at 9:04 PM UTC
Where to store all of my dreams?
So much desire
Yet lacking the means
Many ambitions
Yet so little time
Precarious conditions
Little chance to shine
In desire to create
Shackles bind my mind
What a truly cruel fate
Aug 2, 2023
Aug 2, 2023 at 6:55 PM UTC
In times I feel lost
I turn to the sky
In the darkness of night
And the silence of the early morning hour
I surrender to the cold breeze
Relentlessly tousling my hair
Covered by blankets
I wish upon the stars
May 3, 2023
May 3, 2023 at 3:29 PM UTC
That day you took your last breath
I stood in silence
Devoid of all emotion
I felt no pain
The realization of your absence
Has left me cold
Mar 13, 2023
Mar 13, 2023 at 7:07 PM UTC
I fell for love
For every honey-dripping word
Leaving your sweet lips
Lips red like cherries
Sweet and gentle upon touch
Taking me to the gates of paradise
I fell for your intimacy
For your fingers that run down my chest
For the warmth of your body on my own
My heartbeat jumps and raises
Stunned by a beautiful smile
Pounding against the merits of my chest
I took the bate, I called you my own
Mistaking my worth and significance
As I’m just a toy, next to your beloved
Jun 28, 2022
Jun 28, 2022 at 7:59 AM UTC
If I were to go into the void
Leaving everything behind
Will I find serenity?
Will there be peace?
Stripped of all weight
Freedom awaits
Lay me down to rest
In everlasting darkness
Once I take my final steps
Into the void
Jun 25, 2022
Jun 25, 2022 at 7:01 PM UTC
I am Ikarus
And you are my sun
I was ready to fly
But you burned my wings
My dream of freedom
Melted away
The carefree love I felt
Led to my downfall
Jun 24, 2022
Jun 24, 2022 at 9:26 PM UTC
You say I’m worthless.
Let’s take a look…
Grab my left arm
And scan the barcode
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Apr 29, 2022
Apr 29, 2022 at 6:55 AM UTC
On a cloudy day
The autumn leafs are falling
Time to say goodbye
Sep 17, 2021
Sep 17, 2021 at 6:52 AM UTC
Dear politician,
Thanks for stopping by
And for all the cameras
You brought along
This is where my house once stood
Before it was put afloat
And washed away
By what was once a mere creek
I see you came prepared!
An umbrella, a rain jacket
And some rubber boots as well!
Your whole attire
Truly you’re one of us!
So come on board!
We’ll ship down the main road
Look at the destruction together
While you make an earnest face
So everyone will see
How truly devastated you are
You assure immediate help
Promise to tackle climate change too!
Action is what is required?
We’ve stood still for too long?
It must be...
A sudden change of mind I see!
After all your warnings:
Avoid rash decisions!
Remember there is no need to panic!
What do you mean?
Let’s change the subject?
Oh my!
What lovely rain boots you have!
I hope you did not forget
To bring a change of clothes
There is not much time. You’ll be late!
Be on your way!
To the fossil fuel committee meeting
You see,
Your lobbyist is already waiting
Jul 19, 2021
Jul 19, 2021 at 12:56 PM UTC