
wrong words, you know I never meant to hurt you // wrong words, you think I argue too much // wrong words, I don't have much to say anymore // wrong words, no one's gonna love me // wrong words, I think you hate me // wrong words, you say I'm paranoid // wrong words, I don't even write real poetry // wrong words, the right ones have left me // wrong words... "living isn't my thing"
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 1:11 PM UTC
I always thought I preferred the night
I love the way my eyes look in daylight
but in the glory of the moonlight my infatuation goes to the way your eyes looked, looking at me
like there was no place you'd rather be
Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 7:44 PM UTC
I don't shine like the stars
I'm not a diamond in the rough
I am the rough patch, the fleeting enigma of this painfully current squeaky-clean suburban world
This is hardly glory
But my soul is celestial
I have ink blotted dreams in my heart
Words and prose in my mind
And your name waiting on my tongue
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 3:12 PM UTC
I guess you could say I've been okay lately
But I've been sleeping all the time just to escape myself
And I've started hating all of the people I love
Dec 20, 2014
Dec 20, 2014 at 3:51 PM UTC
all your cigarettes
there's smoke in your soul
i swear you're asking for death
(more than the rest of us)
I have words inked in my bloodstream
you have them inked on your skin
you're WALKING ART babe but
art doesn't die
Dec 20, 2014
Dec 20, 2014 at 3:48 PM UTC
Pretty lights flashing, you're like a rave
Upside down faces, talking about the drugs they don't do
Lovers in the corner,
Hands being held
I'm backed against a cold wall with my pretty words and them alone wondering why I'm here
Counting all the people who really don't care
Nov 28, 2014
Nov 28, 2014 at 10:13 PM UTC
I can't make conversation
But I can make art you won't appreciate
I'll stay quiet
You'll hate me for it
You'll kiss me
And I'll hold your frozen hand
It's not love
But your body keeps me warm
Nov 22, 2014
Nov 22, 2014 at 6:23 PM UTC
If I died my hair
Could we pretend it isn't me
I bleached my hair
Let's bleach the voices in my ****** up head
Fleeting memories, so what if they're dead
Nov 22, 2014
Nov 22, 2014 at 6:17 PM UTC
I'm up to 35.
35 despaired pages, each turned with a painfully waning chance of happiness.
I weep for this diary
The crisp-white pages are darker than dark, tattooed with pain
Written in ink, but meant in blood.
(I'm starting to wonder if I have any left in my veins)
Oct 25, 2014
Oct 25, 2014 at 10:12 PM UTC
I won't tell you that you ripped my heart out because I would be lying.
I can still feel my heart and it feels sick to its stomach and I know that isn't possible,
but hey
you used to say that it wasn't possible that your love for me would ever cease.
Oct 25, 2014
Oct 25, 2014 at 9:49 PM UTC