I try and I talk and I might
but all the senses are corrupt
and I cry and I call and I fight
but of love I was never taught
Oct 16, 2016
Oct 16, 2016 at 8:30 AM UTC
eu gosto tanto de você
mas é difícil dizer
que depois de tanto tempo
eu ainda tenho saudade
e eu já quis tanto te ver
e ver contigo o sol nascer
nos nossos meios de nada
ou no centro da cidade
eu queria que o fim
não fosse coisa ruim
que impedisse de te ver
e iniciasse tempestade
dói dentro de mim
saber que agora é assim
eu pra cá, você pra lá
e no meio, às vezes, maldade
me faz falta te abraçar
e com carinho escutar
o que cê tem a dizer
sobre eu e você
e a nossa cumplicidade
eu queria é que o mundo
a essa hora tão vagabundo
criasse alguma compaixão
e extinguisse essa saudade
minha saudade de te ter
Sep 21, 2016
Sep 21, 2016 at 3:52 PM UTC
It's a sinous path
and the whole way is endless
It scares you so much
and you are being senseless
Bright fog and no light
that's all you can see
Darkness behind you,
but you cannot feel me
You fear the next step
afraid of losing
The limbo is real
and reality is looming
Nothing aside,
no ups nor downs.
Unless you get it through
you will never get out
Step, step.
The door will be there
It is all on you
to figure out where
Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 5:48 AM UTC
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The suffocating agony that doesn’t let you breathe
consumes all your energy turning it into despair.
The amusing torment of a lost individual
who can’t handle their own pains
who can’t stand the idea of a mistaken action.
The ******* bright regret
knocking on the door
saying they left forgiveness far away,
spread around a camp full of beasts,
to which you will never be able to go
and catch those pieces
For all the forgiveness you need
doesn't feel pity for you.
The torturing guilt; a purely mean accusation of recklessness
and an apathetic god telling you weren’t good enough
and you will never have the chance to be so
because you can't hold yourself highly
and now you are contaminated with the dirt of regret.
Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 6:41 AM UTC
As the infinity of the dark sky made me drawn under its waves, a warm hand held my heart and an empty box packed my mind. That feeling. A sweet despair, an agonizing calm and the silent thunder that broke myself in one. Balance was no more in the trinity, but in the foggy line that connected my feet to the beautiful gloom captivating my eyes. My hands were useless; insignificant towards the untouchable serenity around my body. My hips, though, contained almost as much energy as the fast beats of my heart. Purity came into my lungs at every breath. My chest was a cosy home for whatever dared to knock on the door of magnitude. Although I am not a megalomaniac, the infinity fits nicely inside my soul.
Mar 14, 2016
Mar 14, 2016 at 7:11 AM UTC
your sweetness makes me feel a bit detached from reality
Feb 14, 2016
Feb 14, 2016 at 7:29 PM UTC
What is it that people have
that makes them so happy
for having found me
among all the others
I know I have something
that is very wished and wanted,
and appreciated,
but what utility will it have if I keep it for myself?
If it is to be seen and shared,
I understand it should be with the right people,
who wait and work
and fight so fairly to be deserving of it
But what is wrong with these people
who work and wait,
and deserve,
but when finally get, forget
I understand the specialness of what I have.
Yes, it is brilliant,
but it is not blindly,
so please do not ignore
everything we have been through before
until I allowed you to get here
My pearl should always be mine
Feb 4, 2016
Feb 4, 2016 at 8:45 AM UTC
My steps got slower as words flew into my mind
My heartbeats got stronger as every sentence made sense
The calm became blurrier and was nowhere to find
The air became heavy and my feelings a bit dense
As my eyes travelled along the dark black ink
And each curve of each letter was a different confusion
I could only feel my brain incapable to think
And the relief I felt for finally knowing your conclusion
I thought of the warmth and the passion in your touch
I remembered the moments of ample satisfaction
When we understood each other without saying much
And we would both smile as a natural reaction
The words were so meaningful
Yet less than what you give me
I must say I'm ******* thankful
That now I know you won't leave me
Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 12:26 PM UTC
*my mind awakens from the dreams
and sees the world - an empty space
nothing to seek, no reason to step forward*
where can you go in an empty room?
*the blank thoughts inside my mind
reverberate in the white walled universe
with no stars to observe*
what can you see in an empty room?
*the air touches my skin
and my words are heard by no one
there is me, and there is myself*
who would you love in an empty room?
Jan 21, 2016
Jan 21, 2016 at 5:37 AM UTC