When you love someone
you'd do anything to protect them.
To make them happy and feel loved.
You would do anything to see them smile,
and keep the tears away.
Their
trust,
love
and respect
is reward enough.
If you really love someone,
hurting them would be impossible,
it would **** you just to think about it.
So my question is.....
....... Does he Really Love me?
Mar 11, 2019
Mar 11, 2019 at 5:34 PM UTC
I hate you!
You've shattered my heart
and broken my trust.
All this anger
boiling through my veins
turning the pieces of my heart
to cold hard stone.
I hate you!
You've turned my anxiety
into paranoid Suspicion.
You cheated on me.
Why did you cheat on me?
Why did you do this to me?
All these thought running through my head,
Did I do something wrong?
What did I do to deserve this?
Am I not good enough?
You're my Husband,
my Best Friend.
You say you love me,
but how can I believe you,
when you toss our love aside?
You sexually flirt online
with random strange women.
Yet I am over here
screaming for your attention.
I'm practically throwing myself
into your arms.
Begging and pleading
for just one small touch,
and you Toss me to the side.
As the tears fall
and my throat raw
from holding in the screams.
My Soul burns and stings
from the pain of your betrayal.
I Hate You!
For hurting me,
I Hate You!
Why did you do this to me?
I Hate You!
Why am I not good enough?
Mar 11, 2019
Mar 11, 2019 at 5:30 PM UTC
Can we go back to simpler days?
When I didnt think this was all a mistake.
When there was nothing but love,
and I knew the taste of your embrace.
Feb 10, 2019
Feb 10, 2019 at 8:56 PM UTC
I am laying here in the early morning with you laying on my chest. I cant help the smile that is on my face. Baby boy you gave my life a whole new meaning. Baby boy you started healing a wound I thought would never heal. I know understand women who say they feel like a piece of their heart is running outside their body.
You are only two weeks old but it feels like you have been in my life forever. The moment I heard you cry for the first time I couldn’t help the overwhelming tears of happiness that flowed from my eyes. I just wanted to hold you and cling to you and never let you go.
Oh my sweet little son how Mommy loves you. I vow I will do everything in my power to protect you and love you and help you succeed in this wild crazy world. I will always be in your corner supporting you in everything you do.
You mean more to me then my own life. There isnt a thing I wouldnt do just to see that small little smile. Even when I am exhausted and sleep deprived I wouldnt change any of it for the world.
I have never known unconditional love until I laid my eyes on you for that very first time.
Nathan I love you so much! Always know this
Love
Your mommy
Aug 7, 2018
Aug 7, 2018 at 8:28 AM UTC
*This rainbow of Hope that is blooming inside me
I cling to you
you precious miracle*
Dec 8, 2017
Dec 8, 2017 at 3:20 PM UTC
Was your spotlight more important?
I felt like it was more loved
So much I felt guilty about my own
I didnt get to appreciate mine
Because I was more concerned about yours.
Why couldnt they have been happy
For two brightly shining lights?
I didnt get to feel happy
Because I was to busy crying
For fear of dimming yours
And when Mine shattered
And plunged me into darkness
You took yours and fled
Becoming the single once again.
You say you were afraid
That I would resent it and hate it
But that could NEVER Happen.
But Im starting to hate YOU
Im starting to resent YOU
resenting you for making me feel guilty for having my own.
Hating you for fleeing when I lost mine
Shouldnt we have been happy
For two brightly shining stars?
Instead of everyone pitted against me
Where you could do no wrong?
You soaked up the spotlight
Truat me there was no room for anyone else
Even if they had tried.
I hid mine under the grime
Dulling it and making it seem unimportant
And Im sorry "sweet" girl
But I HATE you for it
Oct 12, 2017
Oct 12, 2017 at 6:16 AM UTC
This is a Pregnancy loss Poem that is quite long. I wanted to warn ahead of time in case of triggering topics!
You dont know what its like
To have millions of dreams for the future
and then have them ripped away from you
all in a blink of an eye.
You dont know what its like
to love a tiny human you havent even met yet
just to have to say goodbye
before you even said Hello.
You dont even know what its like
To give birth to your child
just to hear "she's gone"
and cry like your heart has been ripped out.
You dont know what its like
to go home with empty arms
when all you want to do
is cling to your child.
You dont know what its like
To never hear their first cry
or laugh, or see their first smile
or hear their first "I love you mommy/Daddy".
You dont know what its like
to feel like you failed your child
when they needed you the most
and hear the words "there is nothing you can do"
You dont know what its like
to hold your child's urn and sob
Sob for the life you never met
sob until there are no more tears left
You dont know what its like
to wake up in the middle of the night
from a horrible nightmare
only to realize it's actually your new reality
You dont know what its like
to feel like there is a hole in your heart
that doesnt seem to ever heal or lessen
but seems to grow deeper with each breath.
You dont know what its like
to be jealous of the people around you
Holding and showing their newborn babies
and Screaming "ITS NOT FAIR!"
You dont know what its like
To be told "GOD HAD A REASON"
and wanting to scream
"You're god must be cruel to want my child dead!"
You dont know what its like
To be stuck in so much pain
and watch the world around you move on
Terrified you're child will soon be forgotten by them.
You dont know what its like
to be so Terrified to talk about them
becuase you dont want to make others uncomfortable
But it pains you deeply to be silent
You dont know what its like
to wake up each morning knowing
your baby is no longer with you,
that you have to keep going on without them
And if you know what it is like
I am so Terribly Sorry for your pain
No one and I mean NO ONE
Should have to go through this pain.
I wouldn't even wish it on my worst enemy
Aug 26, 2017
Aug 26, 2017 at 8:59 PM UTC
You are only a month old
so you wont understand right now
But I hope you do as you get older.
Auntie Coconut Loves you
With everything she has,
you are my first niece after all ;-P
I vow to always buy you baby socks
at least while you're still a baby
because lets be honest, they are the cutest thing EVER
I Promise to always be the "bad influence"
that everyone talks about
and help you be care free and wild.
I vow to be the goofy nut ball aunt,
that you can trust with all your secrets.
I'll protect them with my life.
I'll be there if you fight with your mom and dad,
and need someone to vent to,
I promise I wont break that trust.
I know I cant be there physically
But I am always here emotionally
I'm also just a call away.
I love you little
Lilith Skye
Love your Auntie Coconut
Aug 10, 2017
Aug 10, 2017 at 3:42 AM UTC
With the lies that fall
so smoothly off your lips
my trust in you crumbles
my heart breaks and bleeds.
The lying
it comes so easily.
It's as if you don't care
about the hurt they cause.
I hate this,
I hate second guessing
every action and word
wondering if its just another lie.
Do you care?
that why hurt me deeply?
that they are tearing me apart?
DO you?
Aug 10, 2017
Aug 10, 2017 at 3:27 AM UTC
Today could have been the day,
That you blow out your candles,
Make a wish as you close your eyes.
Today could have been the day,
Everybody was laughing,
Instead I just sit here and cry,
Who would you be?
What would you look like,
When you looked at me for the very first time?
Today could have been the next day of the rest of your life.
Not a day goes by,
That I don't think of you,
I'm always asking why this crazy world had to lose,
Such a ray of light we never knew,
Gone too soon, yeah.
Would you have been president
Or a painter, an author, or sing like your mother?
One thing is evident,
Would've given all I had,
Would've loved you like no other.
Who would you be,
What would you look like,
Would you have my smile and her eyes?
Today could have been the next day of the rest of your life.
Not a day goes by,
That I don't think of you,
I'm always asking why this crazy world had to lose,
Such a ray of light we never knew,
Gone too soon, yeah.
Not a day goes by,
Oh
I'm always asking why.
Not a day goes by,
That I don't think of you,
I'm always asking why this crazy world had to lose,
Such a beautiful light we never knew,
Gone too soon,
You were gone too soon
Yeah.
Not a day goes by,
That I don't think of you.
Jun 20, 2017
Jun 20, 2017 at 11:47 PM UTC