It was right
in middle of
blow job 23
that she realized
that inner peace
is no where,
near the base
of anyone's *****
Dec 24, 2015
Dec 24, 2015 at 11:12 AM UTC
When he hugs me,
I feel beautiful
And I wonder what it's like
to feel beautiful
all the time.
Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 4:03 AM UTC
It was a smile
it was up-all-nights
It was inside jokes
It was pinky promises
It was never ending talks
About religion
About god
all that **** we're never allowed to give an opinion on
It was a three word sentence
It was hand holds in the cinema
It was kisses in the bathroom
Or any where with a lockable door
It was cheesy texts
And cheesier phone calls
Then it was goodbye
It was time difference
It was Skype
It was guyish needs
And girlish give-ins
It was more lust
less love
It was stupid arguments
It was picking fights
Just to feel something
Other than
numb
It was a hard decision
It was "for the best"?
It was unwanted mornings
It was sleepless nights
It was puffy eyes
It was no one will love me again
It was I still miss you
It was pain
Now it's fear
Of what was
All over again.
Aug 31, 2013
Aug 31, 2013 at 6:22 PM UTC
I want to be beautiful
just on the outside..
And cleanse my soul of
this
I want to hate all
And be kind to none
And never think twice of any "honest" remark
I whole heartedly mean
I want to feel numb
forever
To believe in the magical powers
Of *** and nicotine
I want to wake up in the morning
still high
Still drunk
Still believeing evey word
I wrote
and said
Aug 21, 2013
Aug 21, 2013 at 1:49 AM UTC
Lust makes love
passionate
Love makes lust
kind
Aug 10, 2013
Aug 10, 2013 at 3:57 PM UTC
so you say,
that eternal punishment,
awaits the "non-righteous"?
as if the human mind is not enough
of a hell
Aug 4, 2013
Aug 4, 2013 at 2:54 PM UTC
i only hate the world
because I tried
loving it
and it never
loved me back.
Jul 27, 2013
Jul 27, 2013 at 11:14 PM UTC
You scream and shout
And curse me too
Then claim that I've
Offended you
You pray at night
And preach at day
Yet always still
Have more to say
You argue that
I Don't know Him well
And for it, you swear,
I'll burn in hell
You say that I
Have lost my way
My heart has hardened
And my mind has strayed
You judge my clothes
My music too
And shout out: "atheist!"
When I judge you
I don't know much
But I know this
religion is peace
And this is definitely,
Not it.
Jul 25, 2013
Jul 25, 2013 at 9:33 PM UTC