You were suppose to love me
You were suppose to care
But you haven't even supported me
You've never been there
How can I call you daddy
When you've never been one?
You're a father of five
But you've been a bad one
It hurts me a lot
It's cuts really deep
That the person who I should rely on
Is never there for me
The person who created me
And brought me into this world
Decides to abandon me
And make me feel ignored
We invited you back
But you took your leave
Time has past since I've seen you
But everything the same, nothing's new
I pray to The Lord
That you change you way
Because as you know
We might not be here one day
I don't want you to regret
Or feel guilty in any sense
I carry that burden
And it's painfully immense
But I really do love you
Your my father after all
I just question your loyalty
As your daughter, would you let me fall?
Oct 9, 2015
Oct 9, 2015 at 2:13 PM UTC
Daddy mistreated you
He let you burn
Your anger towards him
To us, you return
Don't take it out on your children
We're suffering from this
I thought you loved us
Our old mommy we miss
One day things changed
The stress got too much
But now you're so irritated
Even with a touch
You scream and get angry
At everything we do
Mommy what has happened
To the old beloved you?
Somedays your fine
Others you're a mess
You say mean things
That cause us to feel less
You hurt us to the bone
And don't stop there
You continue to scream
And not at all care
I wish you could see
The person you've come to be
You're a mother of five
Please don't take this personally
You're a really great mother
You love us a lot
You've suffered so deeply
For us you fought
But I can't hold it in
You make me want to leave
I know it'll hurt you
It's my thought of pure peace
I love you so much
And I understand your pain
I see what you're going through
We'll all the same
All of us are here
Fighting right beside you
Sometimes it feels
Like your fighting against us
We are your children
We will always care
But you need help
Let your troubles go bare
We want to support you
And help you out too
Don't go against us
We won't go against you
Mommy please understand
That you might be ill
Depression and anxiety
Might be your ****
You're having mood swings
Irrational behavior
I'm not diagnosing you
But your not who you were
There might be something wrong
I can see
Because...
Your not who you use to be.
Oct 2, 2015
Oct 2, 2015 at 11:08 AM UTC