He underestimates himself,
He only waits for a wonder,
He thinks he’s better off sad,
And afraid to become brighter.
He doesn’t wanna grow up,
So he sinks in his lies
Interfering strive for the top
And stop all of his cries,
He doesn’t even know
Why he is doing that,
Why he’s on his own
And why he is mad.
Here is another day,
Another torment as he thinks,
He need to turn it other way
And he will spread his mighty wings.
He wakes up again,
Cleans himself up,
Turns on Cobain,
Pours tea into his cup–
Everything is as usual.
Life loves him so much,
But her love is unmutual.
Some time and he’s at his work,
It’s only thing loved by him,
But he tells her no word,
So, it’s time to begin.
His boss wanna meet him–
He has no choice
And he left the whole team
To hear his voice
– Good morning, Mr. White,
How is your well-being?
– Good morning, Mr.Fry,
I’m good (that was a kidding)
– That’s why you’re here.
What’s with your mental health?
– I can tell you, but I fear…
– I’ll keep it all to myself.
– Why should I trust you?
– I swear, I’ll be true to my word.
– I’ve fire in my soul that I can’t stew,
Seems like I’m in hell and I’m burnt,
Why? I lost my last friend of suicide,
His dead hurts me more than my mother’s–
She’s never been on my side,
I think I'll be killed by my bothers.
Do you understand me and my feelings?
– You don't know, but I have no parents...
Your worries didn't lost their meanings,
But you have to cool down to gain a balance.
Please, take life easier than you’re doing,
Don't think that you are totally lonely,
Life is a place you infinitely grow in,
Even if you do it unbelievably slowly.
I hope you’ll never forget what I said.
– You’re orphan?… I’m so sorry..
You showed me my worldview is so bad,
Thank you for that, I mustn’t worry
To my awful mood become good.
I understood that I wasn’t right,
To be hapless or blessed– I may choose,
I hate myself 'cause I’m blind.
It’s time to comprehend the truth,
Time to amend my inner-self,
I know, this way will not be smooth,
But I can do this ’til I stop my breath.
– I’m glad to know I am understood.
Your work is looking forward to you.
Now you have to better your mood.
Take care, there is nothing else I can do.
– I can’t thank you enough, I’m off!
Many ideas turned over in his mind,
He revived his personal growth,
His life started to turn into a flight.
Two months later:
He forgot that once he was sad,
He became better
And his past problems are dead,
We really can say that!
Mar 12, 2021
Mar 12, 2021 at 12:35 AM UTC
Bitter truth better off sweet lie,
Lie make our soul slowly die,
Because of this our world is dead,
Lie make stupid people feel glad
But afterwards eat us inside,
Truth make our soul tide...
Lie is a thing that is worldwide
But it cannot hide,
Truth always win,
Power in wits and in the truth,
With power only forward we move...
If you're lying, clever people can read you like a book,
After this move you will get hook,
Please, dunna lie
And much less people will cry.
Jun 1, 2020
Jun 1, 2020 at 6:54 PM UTC
No matter what was on yesterday,
No matter what will be on next day,
Just live one day, I know, you want it that way,
Life is a game and we must to well play.
Value the moment and value your people,
Just know that your haters are feeble,
Move on your way and to be feat
And soon you'll be see that your life is so lit,
Never lose your progress
And you will achieve the success.
Jun 1, 2020
Jun 1, 2020 at 6:53 PM UTC
Graveyard of the dreams...
How painful do it seems...
Here are minds and anothers' wins,
Here are a lot of tears and a lot of screams,
Whole infancy here...
Every childish fear
Once upon a time will be coming here...
Childhood whenever leave
Full-grown is coming...
And we all learn a feel of loving.
Everywhere we sink in liyng,
Because of this our souls are firing
And world is writhing.
Wonder where the boat named Life is going
And where the river named Time is flowing...
Jun 1, 2020
Jun 1, 2020 at 6:52 PM UTC