Lessons learned and losses spurned;
Burned are the sweet-nothings you often heard.
Mired in a conflict never-ending,
Stuck between loving and merely pretending.
Mar 3, 2016
Mar 3, 2016 at 10:42 PM UTC
Infest for fest; instead fester.
Rest yourself in steadfast sequester.
Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 2:50 PM UTC
You've stacked the deck in your favor,
but if even one card shifts
the entire house comes crashing down.
Hitting as the dealer holds
you've folded, revealing your hand.
What a Joker you've become!
The bluff has fallen on deaf ears.
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 5:00 AM UTC
You called me last night
The first time in what felt like weeks
I answered the phone
And all I could do was listen to your voice.
The subtelty in the way you talk
The inflection of every word
The changes in your speech patterns
You're feeling better now...
I'm sorry, what did you say?
It was so nice hearing you again
I just wanted to take in as much of you as I could
The only thing I didn't take in were your words
In all the scrambling in my head to remember your voice
I wasn't ready to piece together your syllables
By the time I was ready, you left me speechless
Your parting words are all I remember now...
"Goodnight, I love you. I'll talk to you later, bye"
Oct 10, 2014
Oct 10, 2014 at 6:58 AM UTC
It's cold in my room again
and I long for a warm body to keep me company
other than that I'm fine...
but listen to me
and I don't know what this means to you
I know what it means to me and that's all that matters right now.
I love you
and I'm still changing
and it scares me
I don't know who I am
I'm changing and I have only you to thank
Sincerely, thank you
If there's one other thing I know, it's this
When(if)ever I'm finished, I will be better for it
For you.
With Love and More...
Oct 8, 2014
Oct 8, 2014 at 4:37 AM UTC
I've got an affection, this affliction
It's bringing me down,
But all the while I am bouyed by such an emotion.
It invades my mind, muddles my devotion-
Nearly makes all function impossible
This diseased mind has only one mission: to be with it's affliction- this affection, you see.
The only cure is in vaccination, filled exactly with what infection you bring
As it courses through my system, I can feel the sorrow soothe;
The panging in my heart stops...
Did my heart stop?
Yes,
This condition, no longer contagion
It makes me happy to say,
Is with sensation, fighting cessation...
Still my only ambition is for you, my love, to stay.
Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 7:30 AM UTC
In the daylight I mourn our friendship
In the night I mourn our love
At dawn I sleep
Jul 13, 2014
Jul 13, 2014 at 5:28 AM UTC