I’m the perfect girl.
Straight A’s.
Sporty ways.
Got my whole life set in place.
Confident.
Social queen.
Always smiling,
always seen.
The girl you go to
when things go wrong.
The one who listens
all day long.
Perfect family.
Perfect smile.
Perfect image
all the while.
But…
I miss the days
when I was smart,
not just pressure
playing a part.
Now my heart pounds,
my thoughts disappoint.
One wrong move,
and I’m the point.
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 4:34 AM UTC
I know you didn't ask for this
The yelling
crying
anger
hatred
I know I've said
I hate you
many times
I know I've caused you pain
I know you feel like you failed me
But Mother
I
Love
You.
May 10
May 10, 2026 at 8:10 AM UTC
I missed you.
Missed.
Now I look at you
and all I feel is
Numb.
Apr 30
Apr 30, 2026 at 11:03 PM UTC
“Why so quiet?
they ask
when your thoughts feel too heavy to hold.
“It’s not that deep,”
they say
when you finally find the courage to speak.
“Smile more,”
they laugh,
while your heart quietly breaks.
“Why so happy?”
they question
on a rare day the sun reaches you.
No matter the volume of your voice,
no matter the shape of your face,
no matter the way you exist,
it’s never quite right
for someone.
And still,
the world keeps watching,
keeps weighing,
keeps judging.
Apr 30
Apr 30, 2026 at 10:58 PM UTC
Inside I break
yet I'm
still smiling
still working
still going
still living
still standing
still surviving
still shutting out
still concealing
still acting
Mar 4
Mar 4, 2026 at 7:32 AM UTC