I write songs about negative things. I write about it because I need to take those things and put them on paper. I have to do that because I'm taking it out of myself and putting it away. Not away in the back of my mind, but away as in away from me for good. It's the way I deal with things. I don't really write songs about happiness or joy. I don't have to deal with those things, it's there. I don't have to get them out of me, I want them here. I'm not focusing on negative things, I'm focusing on being happy and joyful all the time that I can. Don't get me wrong, I'll probably write songs about positive things in the future. Although, right now, somehow, negative is rhyming better than positive.
Nov 10, 2016
Nov 10, 2016 at 11:24 PM UTC
There are days when
I feel like
I am the girl
That doesn't know how to be strong
I am the mess up
That is broken and bruised
I am the monster
That hurts everyone
Then I have to remind myself that none of that is true
Because in the end
I am the Phoenix
That rises from the ashes
The queen
That stands tall when her crown is heavy
The warrior
That knows how and when to fight
The leader
That knows how to hold power in her hands and still serve
The ocean
That knows how to rise
The sun
That knows how to shine
The moon
That knows how to be dark
The land
That knows how to shake you
The storm
That knows how to be calm
And most importantly
I am the child
That knows how to bow at her Father's feet
Nov 10, 2016
Nov 10, 2016 at 11:23 PM UTC
I don't talk about my opinions too much
Not really
People may say I'm opinionated and yet they've only scratched the surface
There are a lot of things I'm willing to fight for and against
But I am a firm believer in choosing your battles and waiting for the right time to say something
And if it so happens that I somehow choose my battle to be against you
Run
And Know this
It'll **** for you when the right-vibed and strong-minded people stop being complacent
Nov 10, 2016
Nov 10, 2016 at 11:22 PM UTC
I'm pretty sure the neighbors Windows shook too
I'm fairly sure they heard the screams
They were inside their own house but I'm pretty sure they could sense how wet it was
It came fast and lasted all night
It was rough and loud
And now here's morning
And It was too small to have gained a name in anyone's book
The wind shook the whole neighborhood
It whistled so loud it almost gave me a headache
Even from the inside, the rain still had an effect
There was no storm warning for it to have lasted so long
The lightning and thunder took a toll on those afraid of it
And now it's after the storm
But it didn't cause enough destruction to be named after a woman
I was talking about the storm the whole time, what did you think I was talking about?
Jun 24, 2016
Jun 24, 2016 at 5:44 AM UTC
Head pounding
Can't sleep
And I can't even blame it on a hangover
Or last nights regrets
Jun 24, 2016
Jun 24, 2016 at 5:25 AM UTC
They say "I'd go to hell and back for you"
But baby I'd never have to
Because Hell isnt a place where angels go
May 31, 2016
May 31, 2016 at 12:16 AM UTC
I feel the sun rays encompass me, I feel them on a wavelength where it seems that all I would have to do is open my mouth and I would finally be able to physically taste the sun. That's what summer does to me, it makes me go insane with ideas such as this.
May 25, 2016
May 25, 2016 at 10:44 PM UTC
I want to be the girl who makes the sun fall out of your sky because it was burning you. Only for me to come in and shine, maybe not as bright, maybe not as big. But I want to be the girl that illuminates your sky with the kind of light that you love. I want to be the one you stare at no matter how big the distance between us. I want to be the one you take interest in no matter what phase I'm in. I want you to look at me like I'm the most beautiful thing in the world even when I am almost completely shadowed by my dark side. I want to be the girl you howl your songs to. I want to be the girl that's there for you always. And I will be. The problem is that the sun is fighting for you too, and after awhile it will drop me from the sky as well. It will take you over and hide me from your sight. I want to comfort you, but you are so far away. I want to look in your eyes and tell you it's alright, but that's hard to do when you're too busy avoiding the sky because it burns with a light that hurts you.
May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 8:24 PM UTC
I feel like some of the best books are the ones hardest to describe.
Apr 28, 2016
Apr 28, 2016 at 5:29 PM UTC
Sometimes I have to remind myself
I'm not better than you.
I'm just better than who you say I am.
Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 11:46 PM UTC