fall endlessly like raindrops to the ocean;
Like little soldiers, one after the other,
They fall just as the enemy targets them.
Why am I here?
Why do I tell you this?
Why do these fall in my face when my insides feel nothing?
Then again, what is a smile with happiness in it?
Sep 6, 2017
Sep 6, 2017 at 12:31 PM UTC
Pa/in
Can’t be seen,
Can’t be touched,
Can’t be smelled,
But it is there
Constant & consistent,
it grows.
Powerful & persistent,
it revels.
is everywhere:
In my heart,
In my mind,
In my daily life.
takes over life,
takes over people,
demands death,
demands people.
Sep 6, 2017
Sep 6, 2017 at 12:27 PM UTC
how do you know
you're not in love
with the idea of
love?
Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 12:55 PM UTC
Show up.
Do something.
Work harder.
Show up.
Make sense.
Matter.
Exist.
Die.
Mar 29, 2016
Mar 29, 2016 at 9:15 AM UTC
I should sleep;
birds almost chirping,
daylight threatens about
but my eyes do not droop.
I should sleep;
but my heart beats furiously.
I have not forgotten.
I should sleep;
even owls have fallen,
winds slowing down
but my spirit remains restless.
I should sleep;
but my mind won't let me.
I remember.
Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 11:35 AM UTC
I feel the warm
morning sun;
The water envelopes my ankes -
as each wave melts to the shore, I run.
Towards the open, endless sea
- I surrender.
To her above
or is it below?
Her words echo in the chambers of my soul;
I know that look
- it reaches into me.
Maybe, with her;
Eventually, with her.
Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 2:34 AM UTC
Her skin is cold,
much, much colder than ice.
Her cheeks frozen,
unnerving.
Her eyes
deep, deep black
with that stagnant stare.
She blinks.
Only for a second, she blinks.
Her lips crack
as she speaks
- nothing comes out.
Darkness enters
Fear is real.
I face her everyday.
She stares back at me
I try to look away.
No escape.
Never escape.
Run, run
as fast as you can
Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 11:00 AM UTC
it is not yours,
it is mine.
it is not ours,
it is mine.
it is not about you,
or your thoughts,
or your fears,
or your actions,
or your wishes,
or your mistakes.
And you will
not break me.
Mar 19, 2016
Mar 19, 2016 at 12:46 PM UTC
