"I'm being selfish anyway"
"So am I"
"I conciously know it, but will keep asking.
Will you change your mind?"
"My mind keeps changing"
...
Oct 22, 2022
Oct 22, 2022 at 10:59 AM UTC
Generating noises and worries
In a moment of recess while restless
There, heaves in sight of a wish
to have some sort of magic
spells to make your pain and sufferings vanish
Jun 23, 2021
Jun 23, 2021 at 2:41 AM UTC
The hope folded her shadow
diffusing a hollow victory
eradicating her dignity to only embrace vulnerability
oh dear...
clued up through the whole absurdity,
She laughed
bitterly
numbly
...
May 2, 2020
May 2, 2020 at 6:13 PM UTC
"Where do you want to go?"
"Far, far away..."
"It doesn't seem right."
"Never it did"
"Was that supposed to hurt? The constant disappointment."
"..."
"Your mind is in a dark place and you let them win, don't you?"
"..."
"You can't keep it all inside. You're torturing yourself."
"I always end up getting into this situation."
"Stop doing a damage to your ownself."
"You have no idea what I've been through, do you?"
Jan 8, 2020
Jan 8, 2020 at 1:29 AM UTC
Of a new white Chrysanthemum emerges
The Cyclamen accosts
As the Fir cauterizes the Fern
the Petunia is haunting them
-evenoer-
Dec 17, 2019
Dec 17, 2019 at 4:15 AM UTC
Oh look!
Winter eyes with a spring gaze
a candy smile that beguiles
Grant me an autumn hug with summer touch
And lock me up in a love hutch
Jun 19, 2019
Jun 19, 2019 at 8:48 PM UTC
The room was dim, with a little spark of shady blue
Though she could sense the catastrophe prying, she laid herself down there, dully
Her inclination of the prejudice
Left her, drained
Foreseeing a vast ultimate chaos
To an undeniable disastrous end
The night had been too long.
Jun 17, 2019
Jun 17, 2019 at 12:47 AM UTC
Part 2.
The cracking smile on her face, faded as he lifted her hands away. Propagating a gap between them, granting the cold air a territory,
to crawl among the spaces.
There was an interval silence before she broke it.
"Would it hurt you if I chose something beautiful?".
Deep down, she truly wished that it wouldn't.
She then profoundly started studying him who was strenuously absorbed into fathomless thoughts.
Another deadly silence filled in the room.
To her great misery, he murmured, "I don't know."
Along with a vulnerable gaze and a despairing smile, she let the words escape, "Tell me the truth then, will you?"
He raised his eyebrows, "should I?"
She nodded, as she barely knew that he was slightly nervous,
"This," he paused, "thing between us, I don't want it anymore."
She was in a dazed, having a hard time to conceive his sentence and approbate the bitter fact that he quit loving her.
Evenoer
Nov 19, 2018
Nov 19, 2018 at 5:29 AM UTC
If anything, your lies and promises used to and still be my favorite reminiscences...
Yet, my remorse, darling?
Was yearning for your fictitious love...
Giving you a happified privilege to watch me angsting and dying for nothing...
Evenoer
Nov 17, 2018
Nov 17, 2018 at 8:34 PM UTC
How do I convince you, Rose?
Even with that broken soul of yours, sleepless nights you had on thousand nightfalls, heart that had been shorn into pieces, tears that had been dried out on your cheeks, hopes that had been shattered on your nous, you still glisten, far too dazzle. -evenoer-
Nov 17, 2018
Nov 17, 2018 at 8:14 PM UTC