The only version I'd keep of you is in these poems
Happy then and strangers now
If it makes you feel better leave me on read
I did this to us and I understand
Keep your peace
If I could say one last thing to you it'd be
Thank you for
learning, growing, laughing, crying with me
And capability of love and happiness
Thank you GB Potter
Feb 28, 2024
Feb 28, 2024 at 2:09 AM UTC
You strange soul....
Here you are once again...
Finding me in the shadows
I rather die then to give in to you
I hate you too
Get a life. Go away. You're toxic and nasty
I don't want nothing to do with you
You hurt me too much that grown sick and tired of your lies
You're no one special
Get off the deep web
And start living
Stop crying. Stop bleeding. Stop watching me
Its pathetic
You're no one if you just go around spreading hate....
Dec 24, 2018
Dec 24, 2018 at 11:47 PM UTC
No notes but imprints in the dirt. My raw emotion shrouded my fear.
Kicking at rocks along the way.
I knew what the world could to an innocent. Not that im anything of the sort.
I took roads like this before.
A day when purity had been robbed of.
The last thriving light about me.
But that isn't what I come to reveal. The kind of beings I bare in mind would become dime a dozen due to the bulls hitters.
Gone in seconds. Slipping away quietly. I just walk out of lives.
And to those I was bound by blood I'd love to forget.
I know I made lasting impressions in lives. But to who extent should I stay. No other than mine.
Just remain as a habit. Maybe the its the pain of not saying goodbye. I need it more than you
Apr 20, 2015
Apr 20, 2015 at 3:18 PM UTC
Many dreamt moments I wake up when we touch but please stay longer kind dream
Let me enjoy this with you
With guided happiness and loneliness forgets me.
Im free. Smiling as ever please let this be forever.
But unfair as my life has kept me until you first spoke to me
Nowhere do I bear in mind of the last goodbye.
Only just your heartwarming hellos.
If I could just tell you im in love you
Jan 30, 2015
Jan 30, 2015 at 12:19 AM UTC
I was the new kid still your approach was by mistake.
Accidental friends. Yeah guess you could say
And my misstep had been when I fell for you. The depths I had went I still question like a drunken night.
But you kept me around. Maybe for attention though the love you never mention wouldn't have it
Then you would pull out your notebook of poems you've made.
Stuck between the pages, folded my poems I written for you.
My, you hurt me. While I watched the girl you chose over me overlooked, just a friend.
I still have your poems. I loved for years but for you just months.
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 3:39 PM UTC
Outlining lips with fingertips while you smile. Gazing, watching trying to capture your beauty onto metaphors or sketches
That perfection to stop your questions of why
Turn your flaws to an admirable trait.
Hush your negativity and kiss me
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 3:39 PM UTC
Quite ****** up the things we done and said.
But still stand alongside the closest i have ever stand with anyone
The longest kisses. Warmest palm in my hands. Tangle and entwine fingers. The tightest hold onto another.
And your all mine?
It quite sweet to be the memorable first. But if you'd been me then this is pure happiness than i ever been
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 3:35 PM UTC
Dabbing alcohol. Wrist face up. Winching and looking away.
Sanitize me.
How wrong to stop a constant breaking that become a habit. And stop loving me?
Oh no no no dear its not that easy
Ever I asked you stop playing? I do not dare because its what you love
Though you'll never get to see this its something for the ruins
You have me so much with bother of the greatest lesson in life. The obstacles in love and I fallen for you?
Hard to understand when at the time. When our worlds were so different and I desperately invite you inside. Trying to keep you awhile longer.
Ending with shotgun in the chest. Laying on the pavement. Tears almost endless.
Its hard to breathe I cant see the stars we had once promised to see together
How dare you to take such a leave. I know its hard to understand when I reached for that razor
But all in all, I'm here to say to not only you
That yes, I have stopped for myself.
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 3:27 PM UTC
I come to you and lie to you
"I stopped hurting myself"
Only to just know it makes you smile though I can never see it
The lasting inspiration far from the romance that was meant to be when alone of these thoughts of you
Allowing your once threshold power I couldn't utter aloud
Yet scribbled onto many letters that were never sent
I wish I could make you understand instead of coming off sounding still so crazy
When really it wasn't you it was how beautiful it felt falling
Feeling weightless. That I wasn't alone though it was wrong to be so exposed
It was the right choice to have finally walked away. As I express this confess that clean cut. There's no blood to fall nor me over you
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 3:26 PM UTC
I find myself seeking for reminders to try revive the joys I had felt.
Casting a flurry of flutters on memory lane. Though I cannot help but notice the raw emotions that been setting in only brings clarity.
Wish I could breathe a word of apology through a fault no other than your own.
But I'm still here building on reasons of why am I still here.
Smile along and carry on
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 6:38 PM UTC