There is a man in front of me
He sits slouched in the corner
His hair is shot and grey-brown
He spends several seconds unpuzzling a
Romantic quote
He doesn't like it
He spends a few reading another post
It says:
Funny
How you can choose between labour
And conservative
But can't decide whether your gay
Or straight
Or like *******
Saucepans
( I think it means pansexual )
He likes this post.
Funny.
The walls of the train
He is alot older than I thought he would be
Less brown
More grey.
Dec 17, 2019
Dec 17, 2019 at 12:09 PM UTC
Beauty is pain, they say.
And they are right.
Beauty is the pain of knowing that you are
Not perfect.
Beauty is art, they say
And they are right.
Beauty is a collection of
Imperfect
Shapes
Someone has arranged on
Paper.
Not the Mirror.
Beauty is a choice, I say
I don't know if I'm right.
But I know that
Anyone can be beautiful
(With the right paints)
It's really a question of being
Unique.
And what are more unique than your
Flaws?
We are all
White vases
Cracked in a thousand different ways.
Don't cover them up.
Beauty is flawed.
We are too.
Oct 5, 2019
Oct 5, 2019 at 2:05 PM UTC
See that little girl?
No not that one,
She’s dead.
/The one thats walking/
Walking through the city.
/Could you call it a city with no
People?/
Small and cute as a
Button
/no more important either/
Blond hair
Blue eyes
****** would have been proud/
Tattered dress
Scuffed shoes
/nice ones though, rich kid/
Can you hear her?
/’course not, their to far away/
Crying
Noisy tears
/foolish girl/
Blubbering like a fat walrus
/face scrunched up like one/
Can you smell the blood?
The smoke?
The ash?
/the radiation/
See, some things happened
Some bad things.
/Real bad/
People say there used to be
Faith
Hope
/food, shelter, water/
But we know they're lying
********
How could
Could anyone be that
Stupid
/stupid, so, so, stupid/
To lose
That?
/Who?/
Who?
Look, now
She’s looking for food
/clever girl, maybe there’s hope for her yet/
Digging through
Trash
/That’s right, stick hands right in that dustbin/
Shame
/Real,shame/
She won’t starve, that would have been slow
/But not as painful/
No not nearly as painful as
Radiation.
****** that is./
Oh!
/Ah!/
She’s stumbled
tripped on a
Body
/A small one at that/
Fallen, she’s scraped
Her knees.
/ooh, don’t you worry baby girl daddy will kiss it better/
Will he?
Doubtful
/Oh, my mistake he’s dead./
There all dead.
/I remember now, they did it didn’t they?/
Pressed all those
Red
Buttons
/Will she get up?/
I hope she does
/Hope/
Hope is for
Before
/Now’s after/
See that little girl?
/Yeah! Yeah I see her! I see her!/
She’s
/standing up!/
She’s standing up!
/She’s WALKING/
Isn’t she amazing?
/That little girl/
The world is dead.
/Her parents are dead/
She deserved.
/Deserves/
Don’t start getting hopeful on me now!
/She stood up!/
She deserved to live.
/NO./
She deserved more.
/NONONONONO/
But in the end.
/NONONONONONONONO/
They got her anyway.
/No./
Yes.
/No/
Yes
Aug 25, 2019
Aug 25, 2019 at 3:20 PM UTC
When we fight with
Sound
You’ll always win
You have those cutting glares and
Disdainful tones
You’ll strip me down
Down
Down
Into nothing with a single step.
You’ll break my heart
Shatter my soul
With a single whispered word.
But when we fight on
Text
You’ve got nothing
I’ll burn you down with
Adjectives
Watch as those metaphors slice into you
Laugh when the italics choke you
See those sentences
Cry
Because my head voice
She’s so much louder than me
Always in capitals
She’ll smash you to dust
She’ll take that fleshy heart of yours and smash it into a pulp.
Smile as you bleed ink and pixels.
Watch out
Watch out
My words are coming for
you.
Jun 25, 2019
Jun 25, 2019 at 2:35 PM UTC
When the world ends will you be there?
Or will you be in the ashes?
Will you be hiding?
Will you be screaming?
Will you with me?
Because
I
Don’t
Know
Anymore.
I’v lost you
Somewhere between
Now and
Then.
Will you come back?
I need you.
I need to see you face.
I need to see your smile
You tears
Because there all
Beautiful
And I need them.
When the world ends will you be there?
Or will you be hiding?
Will you be screaming?
Will you be dead?
Because I want to die
With you.
Jun 25, 2019
Jun 25, 2019 at 2:26 PM UTC
Watch me
Watch me melt
Watch me steam up those
Transparent
Windows
Watch me burn
Watch me burn this
*******
House down.
Watch those ashes
Let them choke you
You
Fickle
Fickle
Children.
And when you pass the
Death and
Charred remains
Remember me
That one you broke
That one you cursed
With you
Fickle
*******
Tongues
Little girls
Little girls
Never grown
Never learn
Fire can burn.
Jun 25, 2019
Jun 25, 2019 at 2:05 PM UTC
There once was a lonely
Demon
A tortured
Shadow
Her name was love.
And her tale was dark one
Born of
Hate
Sister of
Desire
Child of hope.
How could she
Ignore the
Shadows
Inside her.
How could she forget the
Screams only
She
Could hear?
Begging
Begging
Begging
Please
Please
Please,
Love
Open your arms love,
Open them wide,
Wider, wider, come on!
How ever are you going for us in their?
That's hardly enough room,
Love
Why don't you come to
Us
We have more than enough room for
You,
Love
And so,
She fell,
Love
In
To a pit.
Bottomless
Endless
Lightless
A pit called love
And she stayed there.
Beautiful
Tortured
Love.
Stuck with her shadows.
Wasting away
Losing her mind
Piece by
Tattered
Piece,
Love.
What a tragedy.
What a saga.
A star crossed
Sky splintered
Night shattered
Romance between a
Girl and her
Shadows.
Love and her
Her
Self.
Her broken
Fractured
self,
Love.
Born of hate
Sad
Sorrowful hate
Sister to desire
Brief
Grieving
Desire.
Child of hope
Fading
Dimming
Hope,
Love.
Jun 21, 2019
Jun 21, 2019 at 5:59 PM UTC
Spin spin Spin
Spin little doll
Lacquered wood
Years take their toll
But you always could
Dance Dance Dance
Dance little doll
Crimson paint
Sparks in dark coal
Arms in gentle faint
Sing Sing sin-
Little doll
Night dark lips
Crushed scarlet cheeks
Shoulder full o’ chips
Gears twist twist creeeaaak
Play play PLAY
Little doll girl
MaSteR of THe gAMe
Singing Sweetly Darkly
HoLDER of-of-of-of-of thE CHAINs
Spinning spinning spinning
Spinspinspinspinspinspinspinspin
Sp
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Singing Darkly
Danceing Dar-
Dark Swans
SpinningSPinningSPIN
Roundandroundandroundandround
HeLP mE HelP ME Help ME
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I
I
I
Ithink I’M GOing
CraZY
Jun 9, 2019
Jun 9, 2019 at 8:35 AM UTC
Tell me
Whats the easiest way to get to the
Heart?
Is it a broad sword?
Long and dull
Flat and
Loud.
Crushing those
Ribs
Splintering that
Fragile
Heart
Into a pulpy
Mess.
Or is it that dagger
Whisper thin and short
Shining and
Silent
Sharp like a
Haunting wraith
Searching
Searching
Searching
For its
Vengeance.
Slipping through ribs like
Sharks through
Water
Slicing that
Fragile
Heart
Into neat chunks of
Loss and
Pain
Such unending
All-consuming
Pain that can be
Wrought
By that
Blade
Slicing through flesh
Like a
Blade
Of grass
Cutting up the
Wind.
Sharp as those
Forgotten moments of
Laughter
Those bottles
half full
Perfume
Quick as the
Ghost of dancing
Footsteps
Forgotten stains
Unfinished emails
Undone prayers
All the things
Left
Behind
Incomplete.
They will stab you
Again
Again
Again
Wraith-like blades
Whisper-thing and short
Shining and silent
It is the little
The small
Things that will
Hurt
The most.
Jun 6, 2019
Jun 6, 2019 at 3:17 PM UTC
The shadows
Are
Beautiful
And the night is
Majestic
Darkness is
Intriguing
And death
Death is
The
Finale
The
Happily
Ever
After
Of
All
Things.
All these terrible
Terrible
Things
They’ll call to you
Sing
To you
Because they are
What we
Can’t have
And we
Always
Always
Want what we can’t
Have.
So we’ll dance our
Dark
Dances
And sing out
Nightime
Songs
In the hopes
That
One day
One day
In our
Human
Lives
Death will
Sing back.
Jun 6, 2019
Jun 6, 2019 at 3:13 PM UTC
