It was much better staring at the ceiling
Living life was better without feeling
Lying with her
Life was a blur
I never thought I'd die
It was too hard to say goodbye
We lived in New York
All the wine was uncorked
Your dress may have been red
You are I were secretly wed
And all this must have led
To how I ended up dead
I was nothing but a con man
But she stole my heart again
Now I'm conning my life
For just one more night
They all say I'm dying
But at least I'm trying
She won't tell me where it was
She can't feel my love buzz
She'll pull the plug now
She'll go hang with a new crowd
Jan 9, 2015
Jan 9, 2015 at 10:41 PM UTC
I can see you right now
Wondering how
We got like this
Can we even speak of it?
I know you say this is loud
And how you are so proud
Of what you have done
The battle you won
Reign over the puppy
Like rain over a puppy
I may get a bit fussy
And I may be a bit rusty
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 8:47 PM UTC
It's that time of year
Right after the buckets of cheer
Resolutions to lose waste
After you just stuffed your face
And then you'll shed a tear
Cause you can't finish a race
Oh I know, this year I want good luck
Why don't you stop for a good ****
Get you out of this conservatism
And in to anarchism
Get out of this rut and muck
It's like politics in a monarchism
Oh this year I'll be different
No this year you end with repent
Just like the last
Stuck in the past
You could be a parent
Or end up being chaste
Oh I want to focus on relationship
Congrats, you got kissed on the lip
At midnight
Let's set sight
Don't throw a fit
Let's hang tight
There is no "new year new you"
You can change
Just don't rely on your calendar
to do it for you
Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 1:22 AM UTC
There's an old drunk begging
His girl left the wedding
He'll get messed up
Then I'll fess up
"I took that thing from you today
yeah she's upstairs waiting to lay
down with me tonight
and we'll be under the moonlight"
He didn't much like that
That stupid ignorant ****
So I looked in his eye
And I said with a sigh
"Yeah that girl dress in white?
What do you want to fight?
I can barely stand the sight
of you
I can't believe the height of you."
At this point he raises from his stool
I was ready for a duel
But in fact
When he stood
He fell through the wood
And this ended the night
Of the knight who thought he could
Dec 30, 2014
Dec 30, 2014 at 12:16 AM UTC
I'm up and I'm moving
She's sleeping so soundly
I guess I had my way
Now I'm gone till May
And will she know I really care?
I mean we're one
Hell of a pair
I need you more than ever
I just need a clever
Way to say
"Let me back in"
Let me black out
Last time we spoke
I gave you a name
I gave you a coat
And me to blame
Now i need a coke
Need a friend
Because we will never end
So I'll send
Myself away
Till May
And maybe
just maybe
I'll stay
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 5:18 PM UTC
One:
We fell in love by accident at the wrong time
I stole her away from someone not worth her time
but i still stole her
and for that i never forgave myself
and i think she could tell
We fought a lot
not really about any thing at all
but hey, that's love
My first love
My Lost Love
Two:
She can't keep a hair color to save her life
When I met her it was a soft blonde
She fit well because she soft and quiet
Not at all like the monster she is now
with her alcohol and her ******
Her and I were not meant to be
Which ***** cause i liked her
but i could never figure out why
She filled my daydream and fantasies
My Fantasy Love
Three:
This girl
She has sweaters
and steals my hoodie
I'm basically her pillow
but she gave me advice
understood parts about me
no one else did
impossible things
My Impossible Love
Four:
She's special
unique
all three wrapped in to one
**** package
She won't leave for a long time
i also wont know her for a long time
it's true
i haven't met her
My True Love
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 2:04 AM UTC
I still hate me sometimes
I tell myself I'm better
And everyone says I am
But why do feel so awful
Dec 27, 2014
Dec 27, 2014 at 10:41 PM UTC
Down the street
I will meet
The girl that changed everything
Taught me to love
Hate
And reciprocate
We don't talk much anymore
Talking is such a bore
I like to think
She thinks
About that loser
But if she did
Then he wouldn't be
Behind this screen
Talking so clean
I know it's over
I know Clover
And we only hung out
When I was sober
I don't regret it
I'm actually glad
Because then i was
stupid, mean, and bad
This isn't making light
Or making sense
But making love
Wasn't a penance
Making me who i am
Is a million and one thanks
So thank you
Whatever you're doing
If you're moving
Or soothing
Someone else at night
Because, for a while,
You were my only light
With Love,
E.H.
Dec 27, 2014
Dec 27, 2014 at 10:36 PM UTC
Here alone i stand
My feet are torn upon this land
Where my heart will meet
And with this hand I will beat
I have my white rock
Under my roof i will lock
The pipe is busted now
Oh hey there's that lighter i found
There's the path that leads
Bits and pieces that i need
To survive this night
I will be the thing that frights
Knock at my door
Maybe I'll get some more
No, men are storming in
Ask to sign with no pen
All I've got is blood
And this one diamond stud
It will be the last
It will be a thing of the past
Dec 27, 2014
Dec 27, 2014 at 10:20 PM UTC
Little Angel
I almost broke your wings
Little Angel
I love her voice but she never sings
Hey Satan
Why are you killing me
Hey Satan
I'm trying to be free
Angel's killing me slowly
Taking her time
Satan's in the cage
But she's still in my mind
Hello little lady
Why can't you let me go
I'll show you the way
Just go home
I wanna take my time
Send you to see
I wanna go slowly
Why can't I be free
Dec 20, 2014
Dec 20, 2014 at 10:26 PM UTC