Hovering right above ground,
Stranded in the midst of air,
Below the surface she drowned,
Inhaling all as despair.
Peculiarly still she glowed,
A smile ensured by sincerity,
Normality in it she abode,
In depth yet choked with vulgarity.
Hypocrisy and cowardice it stood,
Within the struggle to perpetuate,
Nostalgia for days in childhood,
Hope has yet to be illustrate.
Apr 24, 2019
Apr 24, 2019 at 3:55 PM UTC
*Trudging up flight of stairs,
Heaving with stacks of book,
Tipping my head for a glimpse,
But your gaze had me on hook.
With composure I strolled on,
The flutters stayed in my heart,
Without a break in our stare,
You smiled and made me fall apart.
No deeper meaning existed,
Only a simple common courtesy,
Never once have I ever beg for more,
Still do show me some mercy.
It wasn't love nor a like,
Yet there were hidden feelings,
I know it's simply a dream,
But I can't help but keep falling.*
Jan 20, 2016
Jan 20, 2016 at 7:58 AM UTC
*Once upon a time,
there was a me and you,
happiness rang like chimes,
and our smiles did so too.
No bizarre moment flared,
nor sadness overthrew,
we were simply scared,
that our feeling'll be *******
They named us liar and a fake,
cause we seemed too perfect,
so for our own sake,
we pretended there was no effect.
Yet a little too late were we,
to realize the truth of us all,
so desperate to suppress what we see,
that didn't notice we had fall.
We swayed and drifted,
and parted with a crime,
that scarred as we shifted,
but that was just once upon a time.*
Jan 8, 2016
Jan 8, 2016 at 8:40 AM UTC
*The beeps didn't seem to revive,
The bumps didn't seem to arise,
The heartbeats that weren't alive,
And the body that's deprived.
Those nonexistence drops of tears,
Those never-ending blisters,
Those eyes gleaming once with fears,
Yet now it dies with no hints of cheers.
Terror was what kept you warmed,
Love was what made you wile,
Hatred was simply deformed,
But Death was what made you smile.*
Jan 6, 2016
Jan 6, 2016 at 7:16 AM UTC
Her lips landed on dusted truffle,
A bite she gave to enjoy its savor,
Its luscious made her crumble and ruffle,
A nip of love that made her waver.
Soon she taste a hint of venom,
To wreck, to wrench, and finally grieve,
Afar she was away from heaven,
Scarred and shattered, she had to leave.
Yet within lies a never-known secret,
One that she may never ever experience,
An antidote as rare and sacred,
To which had aid in her ignorance.
Dec 10, 2015
Dec 10, 2015 at 2:22 AM UTC
How odd is it the way it plays,
How weird is it the way it says,
How dreadful it is when it gaze,
And to realize that it's all a maze.
With lips of slyness curling up.
yet eyes as dead as perished fish,
With fist of hatred clenching tight,
yet words of kindness with a wish.
Hold the knife, the rope and pills,
Hold it tight and never give up;
Hold the thread that keeps you alive,
Hold it till it finally snaps.
Keep your head high and clear,
Keep your minds straight and sheer,
Keep your thoughts away from smears,
And make decisions by your fears.
Nov 15, 2015
Nov 15, 2015 at 2:22 AM UTC
I know a story, sentimental or not,
a story of a pair of twin, in love with all they got,
may it be an assumption, but one seemed to rot,
and in all obviousness, his being was soon to be caught.
And so it began with mother filled with love,
she gave her all for the two lil monster like a dove,
but yet in sudden out of their life she was shoved,
and feelings of them both were soon to be disposed off.
Details of most honestly can't be told,
but soon they were apart yet their heart were still the same old,
the one which was violated had his room filled with mirrors,
which was assumed as narcissistic but the truth wasn't any nearer.
Till the end was it only known,
but it was too late for all feelings to be shown;
*because the reflection wasn't of himself, but of his twin that he deeply love,
for a protection, for a safety, that he never ever did felt of.*
Nov 6, 2015
Nov 6, 2015 at 9:00 AM UTC
*Vulnerable and lost,
I seemed to be blind,
with his spirit aloft,
keeping me in bind.
At his words I laughed,
like his mate I was,
those scars that he carved,
with hearts that he toss.
A friend was all I asked,
and will be all I get,
with a smile I'll be masked,
and feelings that I'll forget.*
Oct 28, 2015
Oct 28, 2015 at 5:34 AM UTC
*Friends betrayed,
Foes befriended,
I was dismayed,
For all that wasn't amended.
There was no eternal darkness,
nor the existence of brightness,
it was falling into oblivion,
with a heart made of obsidian.
There was no place to blame,
only for me to be shame,
for trusting unconditionally,
and believing naively.
The thread finally snap,
I fell into my own trap;
I'll smile like I always did,
but sincerity will be rid.*
Oct 25, 2015
Oct 25, 2015 at 12:18 AM UTC
I've been far away from home.
I wonder when had I roam,
Was I blown away like a foam,
Cause in this world I feel like a gnome.
But oh well, let's just play,
Might as well stray,
Towards that bright ray,
That to me it betrayed.
And so I begin to wander,
Around and around I ponder,
Till that hollow border,
Where I became a monster.
Hey is anyone out there?
Please keep me away from this flare,
and grant me the pleasure of air,
Forgive me and may you spare.
But no. the monster grew,
Obliged and I flew,
From the beautiful loam,
And away from home.
Oct 3, 2015
Oct 3, 2015 at 12:21 PM UTC