This is the circus
What are you made of
This is the circus of conformity
In the form of high wasted short
Shorts
In short form:
Eyes slide off me like I'm made of Teflon
Whatever it is you feel make manifest
no wrong
Raging circus of creative spirits
Meld into one sort of monster
Claws out so you fear it
Exploring the isles of freedom
In the confines of prescribed high fashion
Kissin and dashin
Smile and flash
Smile and flashin
This is the circus
And your a small note on the ledger line
Held hostage in the ******* of time
Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 3:24 AM UTC
I don't want to be married
I don't want to be settled
I want to be me ..
holding hands ...
with ..someone..
who is not me
So very not me
But so very themselves
Someone who is their own someone
Who has chosen to walk beside...
me
who is me
So very me
Someone who continually chooses to walk beside me, because of and despite me
I don't want to get married
I want to get better
Get better at being me
beside you
Get better at loving you
and me
At teaching you how to love me and you
At learning me and you
I want to go to bed mad and wake up sad I wasted that time
when I see your cute night drenched face soaking up a pillow
Im going to regret things I say to you
And things you say to me
But I won't forget you and the place we carve for one another
In our heart trees
You won't be first
but you will be the last one..
I kiss before bed
and the last heart I strive to know the curves and edges of
So when I marry you
It's not a word
It's not some potion that changes the earth and it's motion
When I marry you
I choose to choose you
Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 3:18 AM UTC
You
Oh no you sit
Really
I insist
Infact my whole trajectory supposedly pivots on you taking that seat
And not getting up
I don't know who you are
You have a different chromosomal make up
So were obviously a match
The frequency of my laugh
Moving from my lips is intriguing to you
Your thoughts have created a godess from a human
I wish you wouldn't
Yes the weather is right for a ride
And coconut surprise
But this whole sharade is rather sterile
Boy seeks out girl cause of her chest and the way she sits just so in the nest...
It's all so calculated and conducted like chopan
How bout raw unruly foot in mouth utterances Jackson ******* type splatter
How bout we show our worst cards and see if one is worthy of the good a test to extend the boundaries of our so called yard
How bout we throw up on the first date and skip the second
How bout we call it check mate and shake hands with the aching spirit inside, save a seat for a much
looser rhyme
Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 1:45 AM UTC
-Descubierto
Escondido, hidden it was
Cubierto covered by comprartment rationalizations
Untrained eye saw the flower in the dandelion unwilling to let die
Disdain kept this little girl afraid weary on the outskirts of foraging paths to explore her brain
I was taught to desire a label fit a characture in Cinderella fable only to find, I don't fit
I sat down for dinner with my darkest allegories
I let theme name me
Highlight every frailty within me
Oh no don't stop go on I said
Under my fog of dark
Disdain kept this little girl afraid
Weary on the outskirts of foreging paths to explore her brain
I was taught to desire a label fit a characture in cinderella fable only to find I don't fit
Marinating in poison I lined myslef up beside my expectations
fail fail fail
I cannot See now
All is etched in dark at the enemies table
Disdain kept this little girl afraid weary on the outskirts of foreging paths to explore her brain I was daught to desire a label fit a characture in Cinderella fable
Omnipotent hope
After dinner I drank of peace
It caressed my bones and forced the enemies strangle hold to release
Peace renewed
Threading hope through my sinews
If u Must live
Don't try and grow under the hat they give U or wear a label sign
Live to ur own rythm
Sing to the chorus outside of time
Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 1:43 AM UTC
- How to measure:
A table.
take out ruler, string or tape
Size lines calculate with retina powered eyes count the spit that flys from open mouths who gather fill it with their laughter,
count the crayon etchings of the determined fire in eyes Thomas the tank engine colorer extroidinair
Weight gain.
Gaze down at waste, shift in skin as you reach depths in pockets to hide McDonalds receipts and push them in
Do, mental math, one apple a month has got to off set at least one Big Mac
Mileage.
Look at your spedometer Thelma, it's pretty much yelling at you. Take stalk of all the shoes that have warn you.count backwards from twenty five to Two.
Count the steps you took when you didn't have to, subtract the ones that didn't count and divide by the moments you glide
Growth
Annual reports, minions in Arnold churgen assuring you to stalk up on the market. Your rrsps with thank you as they soar and plummet as all must on the onslaught of such heights.
Talk to the fifth grader inside you and ask what got me here, was it that Dora the explorer hair cut or the time I didn't give up, that lead to that other time i didn't give up that lead to the time i pushed quit to the back of my tongue and swallowed it.
A moment.
In corners of mouth stretched outwards in an upward slant.
Those 60 seconds you ranted and most of it was good
That kiss you can still feel as uou tried to hold on to your skin
In the calculated weight of truth transferred to hands in use
Or the science behind the fact that you actually breathed again and your body, received the donation, the free gift that fuels you, rushes in caresses your sinues and prepares the way for another little wind
I Cherish that wind
One moment, your body will say thankyou very much air, but this relationship of you fueling me and me needing you.. Is baked like that pie your mom doesn't like talking about any more
How does one measure a life
Success, deductibles, YouTube hits,# shout outs, lives touched, damage done, or how many times you actually enjoyed a cinnomon bun without apologizing to your hips
You choose. You choose what measuring tape you wake up with because that's the one they are gonna pull out when the man with the answers recites your yagooogaly
When you measure dare to recall that when the air says adeui and all that is left is your spirit and as your body falls let spirit rise tall
Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 1:42 AM UTC
Journey- by Christina Helen Marie
Step out your door only to step in once more
I am upward momentum spinning top
living for lessons learned not
I want freedom
interlaced dreams to carry my weight
I must send my mind to that future time place date...
When all I have done is displayed
Having each melodic note pulled from lungs
to encompass a life well sung
For even then...
I will have not yet arrived
have brain filled and wholeness of mind
Even then...
I will step out my door only to step back in
once more
I choose to
jump
land
without hitting the floor
I am upward momentum spinning top
Living from lessons learned not
I want freedom...
interlaced dreams to carry my weight
I must send mind to that future date
when all I have done is displayed
Each melodic note pulled from lungs
to encompass a life well sung
Even then I will step out my door to step back
once more
I carry this awareness like birds with the **** they gather to make nests
It comes with me to tomorrow
To prepare for the heavy
You see
I cannot rest until heart song melody has leaked dry
However my girl,
rivers that flow from the deity renew themselves
Never ending joy in store houses
I can always be a fountain sopping wet dripping over the kettle
This yearning to create.....was never meant to settle
Jun 23, 2014
Jun 23, 2014 at 1:34 AM UTC