I see you grin from ear to ear
and dissolve into laughter
but I know you're still stuck
in that labyrinth
where you drown in pain
...
When you smile (cry),
when you laugh (break down),
I just want to brush my lashes on your cheek
and let you feel my lips on your nose and eyes
my fingertips on your spine
on your fragile, breaking parts
I want to collapse into you
when your heart is bursting
and falling into pieces
I want to hold you so close
when your bones are chilling
and
I'll kiss your knuckles
even before they start to bleed
I want every piece of me
to crash into every piece of you,
Babe
Oct 5, 2014
Oct 5, 2014 at 11:37 PM UTC
We're trying to save each other
trying to put back flickers
trying to mend each other's guts
trying to attach our broken parts
trying to complete each other
but no matter how hard we try
we just can't.
Something temporary
like what we are
could never fix a deep
gaping
fathomless
pain
Oct 5, 2014
Oct 5, 2014 at 12:01 PM UTC
GET ATTACHED
He’ll get bored and annoyed
lose interest
find someone else
leave—
SOON
DON’T GET USED TO TALKING TO HIM
everyday
every weekend
when you’re happy
sad
empty
stressed
lost
I don’t want to have
to miss him
I don’t want to remember
the feel of his touch or
the warmth of
his hug, his cuddles
or the taste of his lips
DON’T GET ATTACHED,
YOU DON’T KNOW
HOW TO LET GO
He will leave anyway
He will leave you soon
Everyone does… maybe
just maybe
he’s no different
Oct 5, 2014
Oct 5, 2014 at 9:29 AM UTC
He plays with my hair
He holds my hand in the crowd
on the bench where we both sat
squeezes it tightly when we cross streets
because he knows I'm scared
He rubs my shoulder
my back
my spine
He wraps his arm around my waist
around me
He takes pictures of us
smiling
laughing
hugging
and asks "kiss me?"
I licked his cheek and I got that stare
THAT stare
that makes me want
and crave for him more
but everything is temporary
one day I'll wake up and
you're gone
because we're just bored
we just wanna get into this
different kind of fun
I know you're not gonna save me
not even asking for it
You'll damage me
unconsciously
we are temporary
but right now
all I feel is you're my drug--
destructive
and addictive
You'll damage my body
my insides
my mind
you damage me
Aug 24, 2014
Aug 24, 2014 at 10:56 PM UTC
I've always loved the idea of you
but whenever I think of it--
how your hair touches your ears
how round and deep your eyes are
how your dimple on your left cheek shows
how you laugh when I whisper my lame jokes
how you go for a drive when you're not in the mood
when you remind me to do my papers even when you miss talking to me
how you send your good morning messages
and how you struggle to type when you're sleepy
when you listen to music almost the whole day
when you listen to my endless stories
how you smile while watching chick flicks on cable
how you strum your guitar
how you find it cute when I rant
how you fancy our ear piercings
when you share how your day went
and your someday plans with me
how you make pancakes
and my every days--
every time I think of you
I feel this addictive pain in my chest
and every time I do
I wish that it would be the last time
Jul 27, 2014
Jul 27, 2014 at 4:45 AM UTC
a thousand days have passed
different lips pressed on my cheek
and your lips on her forehead
your worn clothes don't fit you anymore
so as your hand in mine
my memory has become entirely blank
of the feelings
deepest feelings you gave
and left me--
warmth of your arms
heat when our bodies wrap
the electric feel of your long fixed look
every twinge of pain in my heart
almost everything
but your scent lingers in air sometimes
I can still remember
how you smell
with your favourite perfume
with your natural scent
with your sweat
without me
Jul 18, 2014
Jul 18, 2014 at 8:29 AM UTC
There’s this feeling again.
Like petals and teardrops,
I am falling.
I let someone in, and they destroy me-
leaving me, crushing every part of me.
I am scared.
I am restless.
I am starting to build walls around my heart,
starting to get lost in my thoughts,
and in the deepest corners of my soul.
Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 10:06 PM UTC
