Am I to be touched but never caressed?
Am I to be kept close but never let in?
Am I to be a burden to all and solution to none?
Am I doomed? Cursed?
An empty wound?
I hold this pain in my hands
When I try to release, it burrows deeper
I fear my future
I fear the loss I will face
Inevitably, my love will be lost within the muck
I just wish to rest my head
Nestled between the wings of my nonexistent mother
I crave a past that has never graced me
Am I to be lost to time?
Am I to be found alone?
Am I to remain terrified of life itself?
Am I?
Apr 26
Apr 26, 2026 at 10:22 PM UTC
Elementary poetry for my old love
It was pathetic
To long such an amazingly ****** desire
How very easy
Cheap ******
Loose trash
But do you need me?
Sexuality altogether is common
Most want this
Your personality is deep
Excellent
Magnetic
Poetic
I am frigid
Curvaceous
******
Naked
We are women
Shapely
Smoothly *****
Slurping
You are such a tease
**** ****** *****
Nasty, naughty, ******
****** ***** and more
By myself,
In our body
So please,
Were her lickings good?
Apr 9
Apr 9, 2026 at 2:13 PM UTC
I feel cornered backed into a wall
One more step and i might just
Deep breath, inhale it all
Or I could hold it until I
Make meals, eat til I'm full
Instead I stare until it
Sharp blade, put it down
Imagine how it would feel to
Sleep will come but only nightmares
I'll stay awake until my eyes
Slip fall stumble crawl
Forget how to walk and I'll just
Make a mess and clean it up
Maybe I'll sit inside until it all
Fix your bed, give it up
I'm too far gone now to save
Crumble, pass out
Eats me, bleed out
Burn and stay here
Dies and my fear
Dec 27, 2025
Dec 27, 2025 at 4:47 AM UTC
i gave to you my love
my loyalty
i opened my chest and let you crawl inside
you made it your home
i took the brunt of you
and still you were not pleased
i gave to you my all
every last bit
until there was nothing left to give
or keep for myself
because if i did not
it would harm everyone around us
I was the sacrificial lamb.
i chose this life
and now that i am out
i can see how important it was to you
to have someone to hurt
it saved you from letting everyone know
just how horrible you are
but i cannot continue to sacrifice myself
i have a life i need to live
and i cant do that when i am dying over and over again
by your hand
Nov 20, 2024
Nov 20, 2024 at 2:19 AM UTC
a terror formed from childhood
a fear of growing old
a pain of staying young
and the loss of being in between
i wandered through my childhood, never knowing where to look
i used up all my teenage years trying to find a loophole
and now i’m running away from my age, wondering desperately where my youth went.
Sep 15, 2024
Sep 15, 2024 at 5:17 PM UTC
hateful lovers
spiteful mothers
hiding underneath the covers
ceasing bothers
creasing waters
falling off of teeter totters
aging fathers
raging daughters
turning down ungrateful offers
Nov 5, 2021
Nov 5, 2021 at 8:48 AM UTC
i woke up wanting to die again.
or maybe its wanting to live?
im not so sure anymore..
i feel like im drifting☆
out of dreams but...
not quite into a
conciousness
Oct 4, 2020
Oct 4, 2020 at 8:49 AM UTC
come with me
ill take you down
to a place that only i know
dark and frozen
my core is shedding
my shadow
glaring and deep
its where i live
with the worms
i am dirt no one is below me
Jun 26, 2020
Jun 26, 2020 at 10:38 AM UTC