erinbrown - Hello Poetry

It wasn't just a hug. It was soft, warm and comfortable. I was myself and he was too. Standing in silence holding each other like we do it everyday. His big grey hoodie connected with my scrawny arms. We were safe and I was happy. As I melted into him, I never knew I could love someone so much.

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Jan 23, 2018

Jan 23, 2018 at 12:07 AM UTC

a dream.

It wasn't just a hug. It was soft, warm and comfortable. I was myself and he was too. Standing in silence holding each other like we do it everyday. His big grey hoodie connected with my scrawny arms. We were safe and I was happy. As I melted into him, I never knew I could love someone so much.

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I want to be out of the house. I want to be able to do anything on my own. I want to make my own decisions. I want to make my own mistakes. I have learned from you for too long. It is time for me to find my own path. To start my own journey. So I can be happy. So I can be free.

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Jan 4, 2018

Jan 4, 2018 at 1:39 AM UTC

the start.

I want to be out of the house. I want to be able to do anything on my own. I want to make my own decisions. I want to make my own mistakes. I have learned from you for too long. It is time for me to find my own path. To start my own journey. So I can be happy. So I can be free.

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Strange stares from across the street? Nothing I can do about that but just take a seat. I try and try just to get by But instead I get judged and criticized from that guy. These people around me create my backstory Making me unsatisfactory. Don’t ask me if I steal, Don’t ask me if I deal. I want to keep safe, before it’s too late, But I guess I will just have to wait.

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Nov 15, 2017

Nov 15, 2017 at 12:40 AM UTC

poverty.

Strange stares from across the street? Nothing I can do about that but just take a seat. I try and try just to get by But instead I get judged and criticized from that guy. These people around me create my backstory Making me unsatisfactory. Don’t ask me if I steal, Don’t ask me if I deal. I want to keep safe, before it’s too late, But I guess I will just have to wait.

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I love you. No wait, I hate you. Why do you have me feeling this way? Your bipolar disease is having an affect on me. I do not like it. But I love it. See there you go again. I am tied around your finger waiting for you to cut me loose. Of course you wouldn't do that though because your selfish. Also cute. And rude. And persuasive. Ahh what joy young love brings us all.

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Sep 21, 2017

Sep 21, 2017 at 11:55 PM UTC

Cut me loose.

I love you. No wait, I hate you. Why do you have me feeling this way? Your bipolar disease is having an affect on me. I do not like it. But I love it. See there you go again. I am tied around your finger waiting for you to cut me loose. Of course you wouldn't do that though because your selfish. Also cute. And rude. And persuasive. Ahh what joy young love brings us all.

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You play hide and go seek with your little telephone. While I sit here at night all on my own. The whispers I hear when I walk by your room, Then stop when you here me but then soon will resume.

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Jul 11, 2017

Jul 11, 2017 at 11:56 PM UTC

Lies.

You play hide and go seek with your little telephone. While I sit here at night all on my own. The whispers I hear when I walk by your room, Then stop when you here me but then soon will resume.

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I would talk to her everyday knowing that she would listen. I would cry, smile and she was always there to support me. But then, it was different. I no longer felt her with me. I felt afraid. But I knew it had to be done. I am glad that she is happy. Knowing that, I believe I can do this on my own.

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Jun 21, 2017

Jun 21, 2017 at 3:33 AM UTC

No longer there.

I would talk to her everyday knowing that she would listen. I would cry, smile and she was always there to support me. But then, it was different. I no longer felt her with me. I felt afraid. But I knew it had to be done. I am glad that she is happy. Knowing that, I believe I can do this on my own.

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There are only a few that do not take the chance to find love. They are too impatient so they risk their own lives. This causes them to never find out what would have gone right for them. Personally, I do not believe in love, but I am still going to take that chance to find the "person of my dreams". Sure call me clique, but who cares? We all do it. At least for the most part. How I see it is that there is only a 50/50 percent chance that you live happily ever after. Did you know that there are more than just one soulmate depending on what decisions you decipher? They only downfall is that not everyone gets so lucky. They make mistakes, never find the one, or are so caught up in the attention that they are receiving, that they get think that they are in true love. So let me ask you. Are you willing to take that leap of hope to find true love? Or are you going to take the safest yet most dangerous route just to find solidarity?

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Jun 15, 2017

Jun 15, 2017 at 4:13 AM UTC

It is all about taking risks.

There are only a few that do not take the chance to find love. They are too impatient so they risk their own lives. This causes them to never find out what would have gone right for them. Personally, I do not believe in love, but I am still going to take that chance to find the "person of my dreams". Sure call me clique, but who cares? We all do it. At least for the most part. How I see it is that there is only a 50/50 percent chance that you live happily ever after. Did you know that there are more than just one soulmate depending on what decisions you decipher? They only downfall is that not everyone gets so lucky. They make mistakes, never find the one, or are so caught up in the attention that they are receiving, that they get think that they are in true love. So let me ask you. Are you willing to take that leap of hope to find true love? Or are you going to take the safest yet most dangerous route just to find solidarity?

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When I looked at you, everything else seemed to disappear. When I touched you, it is like I have never felt something so similar in my life. When you held me, I felt safe like no-one could come near us. But then, You moved away. I could have gone with you but you made it seem so hard. You made me feel trapped in this small town with nothing to do. I was scared and lonely because you were not there to protect me. I was so mad and angry at you for so long. You made me feel weak inside and out. But then you came back. I was finally able to see myself again. I was finally able to see that spark. But remembering how you made be feel without you was too much. I couldn't bare myself to get attached to you one more time. So I'm sorry to do this again, but I hope for the best. Love, The one you lost before

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May 30, 2017

May 30, 2017 at 1:27 AM UTC

Dear Reader,

When I looked at you, everything else seemed to disappear. When I touched you, it is like I have never felt something so similar in my life. When you held me, I felt safe like no-one could come near us. But then, You moved away. I could have gone with you but you made it seem so hard. You made me feel trapped in this small town with nothing to do. I was scared and lonely because you were not there to protect me. I was so mad and angry at you for so long. You made me feel weak inside and out. But then you came back. I was finally able to see myself again. I was finally able to see that spark. But remembering how you made be feel without you was too much. I couldn't bare myself to get attached to you one more time. So I'm sorry to do this again, but I hope for the best. Love, The one you lost before

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How is it that one can control someones life, but also be able to have their own destiny? The feeling of pressure and sadness by another can lead you into depression. Everyone has a choice on how they want to live their life. They just do not know it yet and can't seem to figure out how. Your life is like a blank canvas. You do not know what to paint until you get a little inspiration. Someone can make you happy and lead you into doing what you have always wanted to do. Someone can make you sad and this then leads you into a lifetime of grief. Knowing your boundaries and your weaknesses can help you become a better person as well as to being able to fulfill the life that you have always dreamed of.

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May 30, 2017

May 30, 2017 at 1:07 AM UTC

It is your life.

How is it that one can control someones life, but also be able to have their own destiny? The feeling of pressure and sadness by another can lead you into depression. Everyone has a choice on how they want to live their life. They just do not know it yet and can't seem to figure out how. Your life is like a blank canvas. You do not know what to paint until you get a little inspiration. Someone can make you happy and lead you into doing what you have always wanted to do. Someone can make you sad and this then leads you into a lifetime of grief. Knowing your boundaries and your weaknesses can help you become a better person as well as to being able to fulfill the life that you have always dreamed of.

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Always imagining what it will be like when I finally find "the one". We find our true love by the paths that we take. Not by fate, Not by blood. We find our second half by following what we think is right. So I ask myself, when it will happen for me? Of course not till long because I am still a kid you see. People in movies and books find their love when they are in desperate need. So I ask you, where is my prince charming? Am I just too stupid to see him? Or am I too afraid of what they may say? I hope I find you one day. And when I do, I hope you will love me for who I am.

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May 25, 2017

May 25, 2017 at 2:13 AM UTC

My true love.

Always imagining what it will be like when I finally find "the one". We find our true love by the paths that we take. Not by fate, Not by blood. We find our second half by following what we think is right. So I ask myself, when it will happen for me? Of course not till long because I am still a kid you see. People in movies and books find their love when they are in desperate need. So I ask you, where is my prince charming? Am I just too stupid to see him? Or am I too afraid of what they may say? I hope I find you one day. And when I do, I hope you will love me for who I am.

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