No need to fear
Death is here
Bringing nature to an end
So we can begin again
Jun 7, 2020
Jun 7, 2020 at 7:06 AM UTC
Dear God who brought me to me knees
I know you've never answered me yet
But please answer my pleas
I have paid so many debts
Without racking up any fees
And before I succumb to this disease
Knowing why before I die
Is the only thing can put me at ease
Why was a child defiled
Ravaged brutally when I was innocent
Molested till I was in my own imprisonment
Making me punish my self in equal equivalent
Living a life where death was always imminent
Now Before I go I have to know
Where you just ambivalent?
Apr 12, 2020
Apr 12, 2020 at 2:05 PM UTC
It may be love
But you will find
It's better to rise above
While you leave me behind
Mar 15, 2020
Mar 15, 2020 at 6:32 PM UTC
For ever I desire fire hire
Though this conspire requires providers to meat a fate most dire
I would be a liar to say I tire of their screams like a choir
Though inspired after what transpired
I'd still admire a survivor as a conscience purifier
For I wish for a pyre that doesn't acquire souls to sire
But I am not a crier, nor its designer and will comtinue to be the supplier of flesh until I retire and pay for all my sins with all my being and every fiber
For my sin to be burned entire for eternity by the fire I will always love and desire
And when a pay my price I will demand the flames higher
Mar 14, 2020
Mar 14, 2020 at 4:59 AM UTC
No where or one is home
...Alone
Forced to roam
With other's sins I try to atone
I feel like it is useless trying
No point in crying
I don't want to be lying
But no one would take me in with all the pain I am confiding
It is worse then dying
And with every day the future becomes more terrifying
For now I must face every thing on my own
...Alone
Mar 10, 2020
Mar 10, 2020 at 5:32 PM UTC
I wish I could cry
I wish I could escape my fears
But sadly i am ready to die
After all of the abuse over the years
I wish I could end it with tears
Feb 14, 2020
Feb 14, 2020 at 5:02 PM UTC
When I was a boy
I was punished for joy
If I saw it coming I ran
But he always had a plan
Tears were a curse
Because I got it worse
I forced to "be a man"
And to take it where I stand
Now because of being someone's psychological toy
To be abuse and destroy
I can no longer cry
No matter how hard I try
It's just who I am
I'll be like this till I die
I wish something could help me get by
But I know nothing can
Jan 13, 2020
Jan 13, 2020 at 6:37 PM UTC
Just surrender
You can no longer defend
Your wounds are sore and tender
It is time to mend
You are not a preteder
This is a mountain you can ascend
Just remember
You will make it in the end
Jan 8, 2020
Jan 8, 2020 at 9:39 PM UTC
I feel like I'm dying
My blood is aflame
I can't stop crying
Wondering if I'm to blame?
It's terrifying
Will anything ever be the same?
What ever is wrong I have to keep on trying
Because there is so much to reclaim
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 5:09 PM UTC