I wade among these half-dead trees
They are black and full of void
I tried to ex myself in many ways
Haven't found a way to resolve my sore
Been drowning in a poisonous river
Trying to dump these sixteen tons of things I thought I could ignore
I patched a scarlet letter
On my heart
I tried to make ending faster
But I heard firm No! from
My fearsome soul
So I got my doleful share
Of the things confusing
But sometimes amusing
Some of them were soothing
And at times excruciating
I've come to some sort of resolution
I got cursed by birth
I am the child of dirt rushing to a worm infested earth
The Book tells people are made of mud
But everybody's made of blood and time degraded muscles
And there's a tiny bit of salt
That pours at times from the beat-up eye to
Fertilize this god-forsaken earth.
Jan 16, 2021
Jan 16, 2021 at 2:41 AM UTC
I detest the salty words I vapored out one of my gloomiest days
All the wind is blowing through the beaten graves
In my soul I wander places...hope abandoned
I've got slayed that fewer things I had
And distanced us almost miles away
This cold morose angels in the night
Slowly guiding through my another winter
Of self-made discontent
Through the damp streets of this hateful town and of it's darkest sight and
Through these street I roam for long lost innocence.
Good,morning,Day
Good,morning Gods
And your cold lie
And my heart's and mind's doleful sides
I ruefully welcome wicked night
Again
I welcome pain
To crystallize in rain
Once again
Dec 23, 2020
Dec 23, 2020 at 9:40 PM UTC
I rule the night
Wicked dreams
And cheap wine makes me fine
I ride the desert plaine
All strung out to relieve my pain
Lost in black among deadmen screams
I am on my own with my liquor stained eyes
I am a ***** desperado
All shook up and ready to die
I am a man on the floor
And I am a ***** mess
I am the one to find on the rock
In a midday haze
Fuelled by dollar fire
I am likely to end in hell
Can't stand the other way
Like a night against a day
Don't need meds to get me down
Once I fell off the ground
I like my ***** little graveyard
To cuddle tenderly with my darkside
Dec 18, 2019
Dec 18, 2019 at 3:39 PM UTC
I never knew what I wanted
Can't stand myself anymore
I opened up my wound
Bleeding,stained and sore
There's no room for questions
There's no time for anything
I want to feel something
But I don't feel anything
Never was a child
Running all these miles
Voice of god despairing me
All is done now,I can see
Jun 22, 2019
Jun 22, 2019 at 7:02 AM UTC
I've been hiding in a secret shelter
Now I found my deadly dealer
My midnight healer
Took one of those
It's my thing of choice
Laughing in a face of Death
To degrade my inner self
And stitch my bleeding cracks
My shining diamond all turned black
Come on now to a deadly kingdom
Come on now to a fake freedom
May 23, 2019
May 23, 2019 at 3:16 AM UTC
I am dying here for you
One-on-one with my deadly thoughts
And when the sun begins to die
I welcome shadows at the door
I hear thunder crystalized in tears
I've been cryin all these years
My heart is a lifeless coal
And nothing fills my gaping hole
May 18, 2019
May 18, 2019 at 10:20 AM UTC
First you kiss me,it's like a flashlight
It feels like paradise,when I hold you tight
I feel magic being right here in your arms
I just can't fight your deceptive charms
Kiss me tender,kiss me deadly
Kiss me,darling so I can't forget
I fell and I can't stand up
Just let me drink out of your loving cup
Your hair wave like a milky way
What have you done to me
I am under your spell,I can't see
What can I do,what can I say
May 18, 2019
May 18, 2019 at 7:04 AM UTC
I'm here but I'm not sure what I'm looking for
I took my last chance in the house of bore
Ladies in white soothe burnt minds and souls
They pass me by with their strange looks
I've got a demons to tame and i've got my share of woe
Among those betrayed and ******
Some of them wear granite grins
Some of them are riddled with ghosts of youth
Some of them pay for somebody's sins
Some of them won't make it through
May 9, 2019
May 9, 2019 at 5:30 PM UTC
We hit the road in the light of dying day
Crimson sunset,wind in our hair
High on the highway
I send my prayers to the air
My mind is blessed with an Angel dust
And my heart is beating fast
I see you sitting next to me with your necklace on
Bottle in your hand shines like diamond
We drive into forever
Nothing can't do us apart
We ride,it's now or never
Summer hell burns my reckless heart
Reflected past in the mirror
We are heading to a foreign land
The colors blending and the dream is getting nearer
Clouds left behind,we're never gonna back again
Mar 26, 2019
Mar 26, 2019 at 9:45 PM UTC
My harvester of rain
Here you go again
Though we meet every night and day
You never miss your chance
To reap my heart's dark times
And inspire whiny pointless lines
Like a darkman with the eyes of red
With your face beneath the hat
You're like a cruel beauty dressed in black
Sticking needles everywhere
Dark philanthropist donating woe
Painting heart with a few more cracks
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 10:38 PM UTC