my sister’s cat died in my arms.
my sister’s cat,
who she never fed.
who she never snuggled.
who she never loved.
my sister’s cat,
who i fed.
who i snuggled.
who i loved.
i didn’t cry.
i didn’t mourn her.
but my sister
she sobbed.
she grieved.
is this not the way of the caregiver?
caring until the time to care is over?
and leaving the owner to mourn?
May 23, 2024
May 23, 2024 at 11:31 PM UTC
i’m sorry
for being the freak
your parents warned you about
Sep 28, 2023
Sep 28, 2023 at 11:28 PM UTC
and yes i do feel betrayed
betrayed by my body
my mind
my hands
my clothes
lust is an awful sin to get involved in
Sep 28, 2023
Sep 28, 2023 at 11:22 PM UTC
i’m sorry
that i miss you
when i don’t talk to you
for a while
i’m clingy
i know
but if you knew
what ****
i’ve been through
you’d be clingy too
Sep 11, 2023
Sep 11, 2023 at 11:38 PM UTC
will you keep on
loving me
after you realize
hating me
is easier?
Sep 11, 2023
Sep 11, 2023 at 10:58 AM UTC
i’m glad
you want to take things
slow
i just have
never been loved
like this before.
i’m seen as a body
as pretty words and
lustful thoughts
it’s been a long time
since anyone
saw me
for me
like you do
Sep 11, 2023
Sep 11, 2023 at 10:48 AM UTC
am i too smart to be loved?
do you find me intimidating?
should i play the dumb blonde?
the ditzy *****
the naive child?
is that the only way
i’ll find love?
Oct 1, 2022
Oct 1, 2022 at 11:03 PM UTC
one day
someone will text me back
before it happens
and that’s the day i’ll stop
Aug 31, 2022
Aug 31, 2022 at 10:31 PM UTC
god made me to be forgotten
he made me to be unloved
to be left out
god made me lose faith in him
he made me to suffer
to be alone
if god made us
why did he make me like this
Jun 14, 2022
Jun 14, 2022 at 12:14 AM UTC
they ignore you
when you ask for help
then wonder
what ever happened to you
Apr 25, 2021
Apr 25, 2021 at 3:01 PM UTC